peanutS !

2009-02-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

NEW BLOG IS UP ! If you're interested, then click ): Lol.

http://deterioratinghkeh.blogspot.com

Please re-link ): ? Sigh, SITING YOU MUST RELINK ME LOL. :D

2009-02-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

My Life Would Suck WIthout You - Kelly Clarkson

2009-01-30T18:58:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
I don't think I will posting anymore since today.
Even if I think I will change my URL ?
Well till further notice I guess.
Don't feel like posting anymore since I don't think there's anymore purpose?
I maybe emo-ing everyday or doing things that are stupid.
I wish I am occupied by things everyday and everytime.
But not all with computer in it.
I don't know why but I don't feel like using the computer.
There's a reason of course.
I will only curse and curse when I see that person online.
Bad for my health eh?
I shall plan for my future soon :/..

When he's gone, no one is there to be my listening ear.
He's different. He's always there by my side.
When I'm sad, angry or happy.
Who's gonna take his place.
Doing things that he have done for me everytime.
I'll miss you. We must stay in contact.

2009-01-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO. Love the amount of ang baos you got this year?
Lol. I just realise that going out with boring things to do.
I am like rotting at home also =.=
Perhaps I shall work OT on Saturday for this and the next month?
Depends on when Poly starts bah.
Discussing about tomorrow outing with pei x.x
Will have breakfast at Changi Aiport at around 9am.
Me and my funny idea LOL.
I just anyhow crap, then we decide to do so HAHA.
But I think we gonna rot after that =.=
Today went to Buangkok to visit my grandma's muimui de house.
Everybody there don't know who am I =.=
Only know my brother nia. ZZZZ.
Always ask who am I who am I.
The next year also forget already. Sadded lah =.=
Anyway, had my Black Square fixed !
Played so many rounds and competed with my brother.
Some I won him, some he won me lol.
Then headed to Chinatown to visit another sibling of my grandma.
Continued Black Square there and took bus to Liang Court.
Walked around and left the building.
Headed to Bugis to makan Chicken Rice.
Then went home.
I feel a bit werid sitting down at my sofa, watching the tv for 1 hour LOL.
Cause I always come back home and stick my butt to the armchair.
I think I gonna be lazy to login Maple liao.
HAH. Then played with Junnehneh in Maple.
Cause laggyness is gone ! Yay (:
Decided to play a bandit to camp in Monster Carnival lol.
Then chat-ed at MSN loh haha.
Linking back to the start of the post HAHA.
Well, I shall stop here. Goooodbye :D

2009-01-26T00:20:00.003+08:00

Hello! Happy Chinese New Year everyone !
It's the Ang Baos day and TONS of snacks day ! :x
And a day for me to stop rotting LOL.
It's boring staying at home sometimes.
But I'm lazy going out luh =.=
Hope this upcoming wednesday I could go out ):
I wanna watch InkHeart and Bride Wars !
Suddenly I remember, maybe I could drink my vodka now !
Mwahahaha, I don't know LOL.
Today had reunion dinner at my aunt house.
We had Fruits as our 'yu sheng'.
I didn't quite like it but I still have to nod to my aunt.
Saying that : Yeah, it's nice :D .
LOL. Cause I hate those fruits ):
I prefer eating the original one.
Oh well, I only ate the pear and the 'crackers' I suppose?
Then had rice with a lot of side dishes O:
Played PSP and watched TV.
And headed back home. That's all I guess.
Played Audi and hit 7million dens :3
Well.. So bored now, blogging and staring at the com.
Maybe I should go and talk to people instead.
Here goes ! HAHA. Bye people :D.
To those who are reading this, thanks for reading ):
Wo hen gan dong ! -pokes you- LOLL.

You will learn to treasure things,
when you have lost them,
somehow. Get your lesson learnt.
And don't regret.
Always treasure while you have them.

2009-01-24T11:00:00.004+08:00

I'm posting, I'm posting ! Shall post for my own sake.
It's getting real boring nowadays.
So lil things to do and I feel so lazy.
Maple, don't wanna train.
Audition, play Beat Up until sian also.
MSN, nobody to chat with.
Forum, now long can it last me.
Sleep, it gonna make my head ache.
SO BORED LAH. I wanna go out with Jie -__-
Chinese New Year is coming and I'm glad it is.
I am rotting at home everyday.
Even when it is my working day. Sigh..
Anyway, yesterday went out to Parkway Parade.
Ate this Nasi Briyani and added Ikan Billis as side dish.
And guess what, this Cheena woman give me a $2 one.
CRAZY RIGHT. Where got add until so much de !
At least $1 of Ikan Billis you give me, makes more sense.
Where got straight away give $2 one -.-
Ming ming jiu shi pian ren jia de qian.
And my mum ordered one Nasi Padang, all veges, three of them.
$3 already. Are vegetables so expansive?
Forget it. Then headed to see handphones.
I thought of buying Sony Ericsson C905 de, but everyone say not worth.
Cause I guess the price is so high, cause of the 8megapixels camera.
$500+ I guess. Then my father say, why not I buy the same phone as him.
Cost much lesser and looks better.
Cause it is the 8GB Samung, Omnia !
Weeeee, $468 bucks. Of course it's more worth.
But lil did I realise, I have to add $100 in cause of my contract .__.
Roarrr, how the hell am I going to pay on my own.
Thats like I'm going to use up all my salary !
I hope my father agrees with half half though :x
While heading home, took this 196 bus.
It keeps jumping and shaking =.=
Makes my stomach feel uneasy.
Oh well, it does look like free horse ride, HAHA.
Reached home and use computer until 12am plus.
Then helped mum make cornflake cookies :3 !
Like so fun LOL. Make until 2am + loh.
Put the cookies into the box etc lah.
Slept and wake up around 9am plus.
Stare at the ceiling and think of what am I going to do today :/.
Then thought of something that gonna happen,
If everything had went well.
Never mind. It wasn't that worthwhile though.
Maybe I'm quite glad it didn't happen ? Hah.
Well, I stop here le.
If anything interesting happened after this posting time.
I'll post ! But, who's there to read =P

2009-01-20T21:57:00.008+08:00

Hello. Didn't managed to finish my work today.
Shall complete it tomorrow ! HURHURHUR.
Wow, I didn't know until you told me eh.
Hmm, this is the fourth time you are telling me already.
But you sounded more serious this time.
Of course I don't wish for it to happen.
Cause, it gonna get worst, from it is like today.
Of course, I will treasure the time again.
Shall spam you like crazy okay?
All the if started to appear.
I guess I have to comfort myself again, with my own words.
Sigh, if is not going to happen. I don't want a fifth time, please. :/
Anyway, maybe I should sleep early today. HAHA.
Shall stop here I guess. Goooooodbye.

"My days are out-numbered.
No matter what, stay strong !"
"Self Confidence! Remember that!"

If one day, I'm just gone, or go to other place for good.
You must take care okay? Be strong hor.

2009-01-19T18:52:00.004+08:00

Finally worked after a long break I have, haha.
And IC said tomorrow there's a lot of things to do x__x.
Sigh, I am starting to get bored of the work :x.
Plus SiTing and her friend are leaving next Thursday.
I will be only one there already.
Well, SiTing said I could join her friends.
But you know, I'm an anti-socialist.
LOL. My other new made friends are like, all malays ?
They don't usually go to the hawker centres out there.
They always bring their own lunch to work :O .
I hope QianHui will come back after they leave.
Since the HR said that if there's slot, she will ask QianHui to come back.
I hope it goes like this.
If not, I will also say byebye already LOL.
That's all for today. Nothing much happened lah.
Just feel that it gone a lil quiet today :x..
Bye !

I will choose not to know you.

"How I wish someone could hug me from the back now"

Suicide is seen as a cry for help, a cry for attention.

~~I miss you ?~~ Nah. ~~I need you?~~ Nah.
Where are you? Yeah..
Relient K

期待期待你发现我的爱..
Singing in the year of 2005.

The 4th date

2009-01-17T16:02:00.003+08:00

Sigh, someone said I'm SLOW in Maple ==..
I'm blur, I though he wasn't a smuggler. And wanted to find one.
Sua nvm, I left party of course.
Why PQ with someone that says people like that?
You are lucky enough for me to party in man.
There aren't that much slots for normal BPQ-ers anyway.
Of course, I'm SIBEH DULAN NOW.
Who cares if it is just a small matter.
So what. Yeah, I can't tahan criticism ?
Put yourself in my shoes then.
Bye.

It's no use remembering the other three dates.
24051808xx121601
It's only important to know the first date eh.
Why do I seem to have three more lives.
And who knows the following date that gonna appear.
I might just disappear without anyone knowing.
Cause, it's the end of my life and journey.
But, how I wish things can rewind back.
Back to the 1st month of year 2005.
So many foolish mistakes I've made.
So many stupid decisions I've chose.
If I have known this earlier on that day.
I would have given myself a new life.
A life different from this I am like sufferring from.
I guess I have regretted.
I shouldn't have made all these choices.
Will even that day ever come back.
Giving me another chance perhaps..

Numb feelings

2009-01-15T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. So many things happened this three days.
On monday, went to get my Olvl results.
Was really scared that I will fail my english.
Cause courses will be very limited..
Got my result slip and walked out of the hall to 1st floor, then I looked.
Okay, 7subjects passed. I'm quite satisfied.
But after looking at my A-Maths grade.
I was like, WTF.. I can't believe I will hit a B ):
Guess that I'm not working hard enough.
But at least I'm happy that My C grades for Biology, I gotten a B :x
And as for my Humanities, from the worst grade I ever had in Sec four.
Which is F9, it jumped to C5 ! :x Hurhurs.
Did the usual things like maple loh, after reaching home.
Looked through the JAE book and slept ~
Then on tuesday, is the worst day I ever had.
Feel like going to work, but still feel like skipping work.
In the end, I still went to work. And with SiTing only, again !
Anyway, while working, my eyes keep closing. I really wanna sleep. ):
But cannot sleep mah. Hais, keep forcing myself to be awake.
I keep nodding since 8am till 5.30pm ==..
Buay ta han le lah. Sleepy until head also can ache like that.
Wanted to go home during Lunch break, but leh.
Since that these few days I'm not going work, let's continue.
So didn't go home. But still, I wanna sleep like a pig ==.
Thought of going home again, during tea break.
But still want to tahan a few hours more.
And finally, can go home already.
Feel damn tired from all the forcing loh. ARGH.
Waited for SiTing for 1hour30mins :/.
Roar, she said she gotta do things for her IC.
I feel a lil stupid though.
Waited for so long, left for the bus stop by myself ==..
10mins later, she came out already. I really feel stupid man.
Anyway, ate outside and went home.
Slept and woke up. Played Maple as usual, haha.
Then went out with Muizeh and Mehmeh.
Watched Ponyo ! Woohooooo.
At first, so many damn advertisements loh =.=
So many people laughed, and I just stared.
Well, cause I already seen them before this month.
Then finally it started, playing some old old songs.
Make me wanna sleep already.
Finally, the movie ended. The Ponyo song started !
I sang to the tune, and it's only three words :x Haha.
Headed towards bunk and see Mehmeh play maple loh.
First time I headed home at 10.45pm, after so long. Since before Olvls.
As expected, Father sms-ed me at 10pm, asking where I am ==..
Reached home and changed my Infighter de hair !
Haha, big head loh.
Kinda don't like it LOL. Omg, don't say I waste money :x.
[Cause Muizeh wasted more then me ! She didn't finish her dinner loh! LOL]
Slept after smsing Muizeh, and woke up by my mother naggings.
7.30am, asking me whether I going to the Temasek Poly today.
Like WTF, can't you ask after I wake up ==?
And if you want to ask, just ask one question.
Nag until I am half awake and have to force myself to sleep till a later time.
I feel sick then, closed my eyes and feel dizzyness.
Recently sia, what's wrong with me ==..
Too sleepy or what? ):
Woke up and Maple-ed as usual.
Tomorrow is coming ! LOL. What a sentence o_o.
Haha, although it's just a few days, but it seems so loooooong.
Anyway, shall stop here already. Quite a long post eh :x
Gooooodbye (:

Give me the energy to max 6buttons Memoirs !

2009-01-11T21:28:00.002+08:00

Hello, I'm here again !
Just came back from dinner at Eunos. Haha.
Seen a lot of things while outside.
Hmmm. There's this girl who is keep clinging onto the guy's arm.
Can say they are couple but they look more like siblings to me LOL.
Then they playing the massage roller. [ Any idea with my description? LOL ]
The guy massage his own back. The girl also took one.
Then the guy put back, the girl helped him to massage. LOL?
Funny 'couple' eh. But seriously, I think they are siblings lah.
Then read Tiger, Sheep, Monkey and Dog de Zodiacs.
They say I gonna have stomach problems this year.
If I never take care of my stomach :x
And that there will be quite a number of people out there,
Wanting to 'hai' me. I must watch out. Lols.
Then walked to the bus stop, waited for the bus.
Eunos, made me remember a lot of things eh :/... Especially bus stop .__.
Oh never mind. Took the bus and then at a particular bus stop.
There's this two guys wearing skinnies, quite short to me HAHA.
Waved for the bus. But the bus didn't stop.
I think they said 'Wahlao' and raise their hand, with all the fingers pointing at the bus LOL.
I was like laughing at them LOL. Okay, I think I'm bad.
Then the bus stopped at the traffic light near the bus stop.
Suddenly the two guys popped out and walked towards the door.
And too bad, the bus driver didn't want to open the door.
Cause the bus stop is too far LOL. Maybe?
Then reached home ler.
And my brother called.
My mother answered the phone :/
Talking about the bgr issue again.
And I a bit scared sia, I don't know why.
The way my mother is talking at the phone, is like very angry loh.
1st time seeing her talking to my brother with that kind of tone.
And I like feel that my brother is quite unhappy too ? Lols.
Well, they ended the call liao.
And I think I stop here liao [:
Gooodbye :DD.
[ Tomorrow, I will for sure, post about getting my results at school ! ]

2009-01-11T16:26:00.003+08:00

Oh my GAWDDD.
Tsukiyomi Ikuto is damn loved !
So hot :DD -drools- LOLLL.
I finally watched the Shugo Chara ep. 64 and 65.
Shall wait for more AMUTO ! Hehee.
Episode 66 faster upload please :D.
Didn't do anything today loh.
Only maple and msn. And Shugo chara.
Oh man, my parents are still discussing about my brother's bgr issue.
I wonder how long will they talk about it.
It's like, they can't accept her like that.
The way my father comment about the girl.
I was like, you don't even know her. Why say her until like that.
They even asked them to break up for the time being.
Lawl. I don't wanna say anything about this issue loh. :/.
Anyway, I wanna find something to do luh.
I'm so damn fcuking bored now.
My mind is only full of thoughts about tomorrow ):
My 'O'Level results.. I hope I will feel happy about the results I get.
Especially the grade for my english.
Oh well, I think I stop here liao.
Got nothing to type already.
Goooooodbye.

it's tiring

2009-01-09T20:15:00.004+08:00

Hello people who are reading my post. LOL.
Just came back home from East Point.
Went out with ST and QH after work.
And LimSiTing told me this.
I'm laughing at things that she don't think is funny.
Yet I'm not laughing at things that she think it's funny.
Wow, am I the werid person, or is she the werid person. (:
-Points at myself-
Well, today is another ordinary day loh.
In the morning, work work work.
In the afternoon, work work work.
In the night, rest rest rest.
Two more days, and it gonna be Monday already.
Can't imagine what will happen on that day.
Sigh.. Anyone wanna go out after that?
And next comes my poly days.
Like I said earlier in my posts, it's like a phobia to me.
New school and new people. I'm a anti-socialist, aren't I?
Only after a few weeks, I will then be able to get some friends eh.
Besides occupying myself with work, what more can I do.
Computer computer. There are only like two things in my life.
Only if I can sleep whole day, and let someone else feeding me with food everyday.
They can't possibly be my parents. Well... Lol.
Feeling very tired now. Really feel like sleeping.
But where's the mood ! It's like still so early.
Arghhhhhh. I want someone to talk to me forever and ever ==.
I know there couldn't be any. But I know I can talk to my Pooh forever and ever. LOL.
Anyway, shall stop here. I think I gonna type more crap if I continue. HAHA.
Goodbye. (:

I'm Dumb, Sot, Lame and ~~Bad~~!

Half Day Work !

2009-01-08T18:42:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps !
Yeaaa, I finally found a new skin that I can change too.
Actually I found this skin long ago.
I feel that it's too plain, and decided to find others.
But too bad, there aren't any NEW skins for me to change to.
So I'm changing to this?
Well, as you can see from the title.
I had half day of working today.
They don't have anything for us to do, so asked us to go back home.
AND, actually tomorrow's a off day for me ): .
But they just called and said that there's a lot of things to do tomorrow.
Sigh, I have to go back then.
Thought that I could rest for a day from work before Monday comes.
Brother brought his girlfriend home !
I was like 'What the Fcuk?' when I saw his sms.
Oh my god.
Hmm, actually she's not that BAD looking as I thought from the picture my Brother showed me.
Maybe cause she put on too much make up while taking that photo.
Well, I think I can accept her somehow.
Yeah, hope she's not those witches that appeared in Drama series. Lol!
Anyway, slept awhile just now.
Don't know why, but I just can't sleep.
Slept for 30mins and woke up. My neck's like so stiff ==.
Slept for 15mins and woke up again. Cause of the TV.
My mother still said : Huh? I thought you were using the computer!
I walked in the bedroom and she didn't notice.
Didn't trained my character today, since I came back home.
Maybe it's time to level it up to 45.
The number 44 looks like, DEAD DEAD. LOL.
Is this a long post to you? Haha.
I think I will stop here, don't have anything more to post already.
Goooodbye!

It's okay.
I never had any one of them before.
Hey, wait a minute.
What's this feeling?
This sharp feeling...

Lmao Guy !

Work work work.

2009-01-07T22:02:00.004+08:00

Hello. I'm here again.
Seriously got nothing to do already.
Just finished playing maple and scrolling my wg.
Feeling very down cause of that dumbass work glove.
Can't believe that my last slot will fail like that.
27m for a wa5 work glove.
I just saw a 100% glove for att scroll for only 2m.
Sigh. I never failed until so pathetic ==
Well yeah, except for Miru's LUK top.
She didn't even passed any scroll, top LUK.
Hmmm, so the news said that I would get my results on the 12Jan.
Guess that I must be very prepared.
Good or bad, I shouldn't 'chu chou' in front of my classmates. :/
Anyway, today at work. A lot of things happened.
But I guess that it's wasting my energy to post everything about it lol.
Who's there reading :O.
I know, LimSiTing maybe?
But I told her the things happened at our workplace already.
So, goodbye.

I'm really really really really bored ):

Blah blah guy !

History

2009-01-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

I guess that all the things I have done,
Seems to have made things worst.
It didn't improve at all like what I wanted it to,
I thought that they were all my efforts.
But lil did I notice,
It isn't gonna my way but going against me.
Well it repeat again this year, a new year.
Or things will start to change to a different scene.
I guess my life is not worth living anymore.
With the things I am doing now,
And neglecting things I have to do to make my life better.

Goodbye,
Loves.

Dammit

2009-01-05T19:42:00.002+08:00

Been finding for a new blogskin for an hour.
Feel like making one on my own ==
But it feels so simple.
Can I have some pictures, thankyou?
Nowadays, SOTD, either I don't like them, or it is just too simple.
Where did those nice skins gone to.
It is so simple to find one last time.
Oh man, shall find it tomorrow, again.
Yes, I have gotten my pay for the one month's work.
Can't really use it at my own will.
Cause parents will surely ask : Where did you spend the money on?
Can't they just close one eye and say, Don't spend too much.
Am waiting for my dinner now.
Quite hungry. Lololololololololololololololol.
AND ARGHHH. O Levels results are coming out in less than a week.
I don't know whether am I going to be laughing or crying.
I hope it's good news ):
And heard that we gonna start school on Febuary?
For both Junior Colledge and Polytechnics.
Oh man.. Where are my wonderful holidays. I want more of them ==
I STILL WANNA GO OUT.
Alright, shall makan already. Quite a short post eh.
Nothing to post mah. Lol.

Bang The Wall ! Bang The Wall ! Baaaaaaaang The Wall !!!

Lalalala

2008-12-26T18:39:00.004+08:00

Hello people ! I think only LimSiTing's reading my blog HAHA.
LST LST LST ! EL ASS TEEEEEEEEE :D
Fed up cause Expansive LUAH! Haha.
Don't angry with XJ liao.
Cause we all know she is SCB. [: Must learn to forgive and forget.
Because SCB is siao de mah. What can she do LOL.
I think I'm bad towards her, typing this LOLL.
Eh ! Go out someday lar. That sunday was a failure man.
For now, I shall post about yesterday !
Met with jie at MRT platform around 11am.
She says she Songka wor. LOLL.
At first, seriously don't know is her. Cause of her dyed hair.
Can say I'm somehow jealous that her parents allowed her =.=
But I'm still scared the colour ~~WHITE~~ I wanted to dye, DON'T suit me at all.
Went to Marina and Suntec to check out the MiniToons.
But we can't find suitable presents :O.
Then headed to Cineleisure de More Than Words.
Bought Jie one Eeyore. [ Correct way of spelling? LOL ]
And it has a free Tigger for us. So gave mehmeh that instead o.o
Also bought a Tigger pillow loh, actually is give mehmeh too, but ar...
Anyway, waited at KFC for mehmeh ar. After so long, we ask him to call ar.
He then call siol. [ Jie, u should noe what am I saying while typing this LOL. ]
Luckily managed to reach the Cinema on time.
One green tea bottle for $2.80 -__-
Bo bian right? Cause I'm a Green Tea lover ):
Watched Yes Man at 4.30pm :D.
Then met mehmeh outside at the GV entrance there.
Was like omg =.= The pooh is being exposed!
Wrapped by a transparent plastic bag.
Can imagine Mehmeh the 18months old boy carrying it around the place o.o
HAHA. Well anyway, watched Twilight later on at 6.55pm.
I know it's crazy to watch two movies in a day.
But I think we will not do it again in the future.
Jie's quite kelian sia. The couple behind us keep kicking her chair.
She said "Wahlao, hou mian de ren yi ji ti de leh."
I guess that it's loud enough for them to her loh.
Damn inconsiderate lah. Kick kick kick. Won't be careful de meh =.=
After that went home loh. And jie's carrying my winnie pooh until I reached the MRT stop f3.
Then started to solo carrying it home.
Like I expected, my mum said me lah.
Say that the Winnie pooh also no place to put le.
Seriously, I agree with her. Putting two big poohs together.
Is really really frigging scary =.=
Well, the pooh is now being wrapped by the plastic bag. Outside in the living room LOL.
And that ends the day~
Hmmm, I suddenly thought of my Sec3 camp.
Oh, I cried there. It is a 100% chance that there will be people saying I am a crybaby.
Seriously, I don't mind. What's with crying?
At least I'm not crying cause I miss my parents or what.
It doesn't matter either right, seriously. Cause I don't know them.
Unless they did know the reasons why, but only friends will.
I did tried to stop those frigging tears. But too bad.
I have already ruin enough of myself at that school.
~~I hate the people studying there. Well not all actually.~~
Shall stop here, cause I think it's a long post already. Mwahaha.
Goooodbye :D.

It gonna repeat the next year.
When will you finally see.
Not that I'm craving it to happen.
But I guess you're stupid.

Emo day

2008-12-23T20:16:00.003+08:00

Look at the tittle ! Rofl.
These few days are getting werider and werider.
I don't know why, but I feel that it's getting from bad to worst.
Thought that it would change for the better that day.
But too bad, it ended up the same like the other days.
I told my friend in the afternoon :/.
I don't wanna carry on to year 2009.
It's just a feeling inside me.
Don't know why I wanna cling onto year 2008.
Secondary years maybe? Or phobia of Poly days.
Sigh, this isn't me.
First time ever since I had this feeling.
Gonna side track again.
My mum say that I'm anti-social.
Maybe I am, but I don't feel that way.
I know I speak soft. But my pronouciation sucks like wtf.
I don't like to TALK. =_=
Seriously, if this is the problem that is bringing my friends meter to zero.
I don't freaking mind :/.
Just that, if it isn't zero, but it's some other problem.
Don't you ever frigging blame me.
Christmas day is coming again.
It's the third chance. I guess that it is going to fail again.
I think, I know what's gonna happen or what is going to happen this Christmas.
Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone.

Save those tears,
Whose there to notice those transparent things.
It just all about temporary-ness.
I should feel numb soon,
I want that 'never-mind' feeling.
It's still a long way to return back,
To feel the warmth of light once again.

So many knives ):

2008-12-18T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hello, been recieving so many knives recently.
Yes, from almost all my online friends.
Can't seem to find a lil entertainment back at home.
Don't feel like watching TV.
CrunchyRoll, I'm lazy chasing those episodes.
HappyVille, so lil quests this year. ):
I should force myself to off the computer and sleep early EVERYDAY.
Today's another fun day again at work :D.
Learn new things and had so much laughters again.
It's like waiting for the time when we are going have lunch together.
Asking everyone, What do you wanna eat today :x.
While going back home, it's the usual scene xD.
QH quarreling with XJ haha.
While going back home, one guy asked me for money =.=
Of course I won't give him, cause I feel that he wanna cheat me.
Think I very kind to give huh.
Seriously, he's like. Don't even need people to give him money!
Sigh, Christmas is coming. A lot of things are going to happen.
I feel it. I sense it. Bad omen? I don't know.
Anyway, please go out on Sunday people ! I don't wanna rot at home!
Shall stop here~
Goooodbye !

Work's fun !

2008-12-17T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Been long since I have posted in this blog.
LimSiTing can't bear to see my blog become Blog-Rot ;D. HAHA.
Well anyway, this job I had was quite fun.
Of course, have got laughters together with my partner.
Hearing what someone says, we kept laughing.
Okay, we shouldn't really make fun of people though.
Lim Si Ting just taught/told me that ):
Sorry, Miss Lim ! :x
Patching Maple right now.. HappyVille is out !
Just typed the URL for the Manual Patch xD.
Oh man, loves 987FM ! Been listening for 3days straight.
Cause it will be quite boring without music, staring at the computer for so long.
I feel like I got so much to type.
But I don't know what should I type right now ._.
Maybe I shall end with two sentences to conclude all my 'feelings'.
It's damn fun with you guys, together, working at the workplace !! (Y)
All the laughters and fooling around :DD. !

Goooodbye!

What a day...

2008-12-09T20:58:00.002+08:00

Another day that I will expect everytime.
Been thinking about this at my workplace today.
Yeah, just I will expect it even though things will change.
Maybe but I'm like the only one to go through all this.
In front of my eyes, I'm the only peron that suffers like this.
I thought everything will change somehow because of some things.
But in the end, it broke again.
Seriously, nothing last forever, I agree with it totally.
Not even any percentage to say I disagree.
Or maybe yes. One thing, it will last forever.
All the hopes and everything, trying to make it last forever.
It's of no use. It just disappear like nobody knows.
Why waste my effort trying and trying again.
Don't try to tell me all those freaking stuffs.
You don't understand me, you don't feel it, do you?
Making me to have high hopes, but in the end, it's no use.
Why can't I just frigging make myself numb from everything.
Yeah, Yes, Yup. No, Nah, Nope.

one day, this day. will come somehow..
if everything goes deeper and deeper..
i think that i'm sure going to drown..
only to be able to view things from below..
struggling to save myself to be able to survive..
up and down i go..
let's just save the energy and sink deep down..

Frigging tired

2008-12-02T19:01:00.004+08:00

Hello~
Today's my 2nd day of working, and has finally ended.
So tiring lar. But I still wanna on my com to talk to my friends f3.
Now there's a new show alr. No more ten brothers :O.
Don't know should I watch eh :D ?
Hmm.. Around 80bucks should be earned by now :/.
Hoping for a day I can watch Bolt with jie ._.
Unless she don't want me already T.T
A lot of things happened siol.
Especially that person. Wanna act dua, when he's younger than me.
I can't do things and he can do.
Not that I'm finding problems or what.
Just that, what he treat me as? Some kind of tool for you when you are down or what?
The tool is of no use anymore and throw back to the toolbox?
This isn't the first time already.
I'm tired of this kind of scenerio -__-.
I know everyone does this, even me.
So I'm here to tell you, I CAN'T TAHAN OKAY.
So, don't ever do this [:
If not you'll somehow regret when I'm seeing this scenerio from you ^^.
One can only believe in themselves. Don't ever think that the person likes you.
Everyone might be badmouthing you in their heart.
If ever one person, you feel comfortable with. I'm sure it's a loyal friend of yours.
There can be so many different possibilites. Just look on the bright side.
It's their loss and your gain.
They don't understand you, they hate you. Your enemy meter increases.
But your time meter with other better friends, also increased ^^.

Work work work !

2008-11-30T15:59:00.002+08:00

Yosh :DD.
Yes, found a new job to work for the next two months I guess.
8am to 5.30pm, Monday to Friday.
I gonna work to death T.T But nvm, it's only typing HAHA.
Haven't got much clothes and pants to wear -.-
The people there gonna see how lil clothes I have sia, rofl.
Recently just remember my old phrase ;D.
Cheese bun ! & Daikon ! Haha. Indeed, old memories.
Bringing me to remember the days at Maple Global.
Every single earn of experience, make me so happy.
For how, one level is then to be able to make me happy -__-
I'm seriously broke now ! Yes, in maple. For goodness sake AHHH !
A lot of things happened, wanted to post.
But forget what were the things LOL.
Hmmm, I miss my PSP :O I wanna play DjMax lar.
And got new Final Fantasy wor, Dissidia Final Fantasy.
Has it been out for long? Feel like trying it :/.
But I need my PSP to play -___-" !
Okay, I shall go now. Someone's harrassing me rofl. Bye ;D.

No to Alliance D: !

2008-11-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

Yosh~
Today was another ordinary day.
In the morning, played Audi with Moshi sunnu :3.
Sad, her Audi was lagging like crazy, can't play well.
After that, parents pulled me to MountFaber park -.-
Took the SBS bus at 4.30, and left the place at 5pm LOL.
That was indeed fast.
Then took Cable car to Habour Front, to Sentosa and stopped.
Cause it was raining like crazy -.- And such loud thunder was repeatedly heard.
Of course, everyone would think that, What happens if the lightning striked my Cable car :/.
Walked around and ate my Cheesecake. Bought from Coffee Bean >__>
Everybody was sitting at the seats, and they aren't eating anything -.-
So, I have to stand and eat loh.
When the rain stopped, headed back to Habour Front.
Ate my dinner again. Although the Cheesecake just now can make me quite full HAHA.
Then, after dinner, my parents wanted to try the Kolo mee next to the Kopitiam at Vivo.
I wanted Fried wanton D: But too bad, yesterday just ate at Pizza Hut =P.
We ordered a Large pizza, 10 drumlets, Garlic bread and more. Cause that's what I mainly ate.
Headed back home and Audi-ed with Siting.
Went maple awhile and chat-ed with jie.
She's just like my crazy partner xD.
Everytime we talked to each other, there will always be caps chat.
Haha, got to go. Father wanna use the computer :/.
Gooodbye.

boredom boredom boredom!

2008-11-21T22:44:00.005+08:00

Hello peeps.
It's so boring recently.
Doing the same old things everday.
I'll relink and link people sooner or later. I'm feeling lazy right now. LOL.
Went to the Kumon at Tampines CC. Sadly, we aren't hired.
They only wanted to hire those who are somehow relying on their own.
They don't wanna hire those who can rely on their parents' pay.
Cause people like us won't have the determination to continue this job long.
Nice reason, finding people to hire.
And next, that Job agency.
Called so many freaking times, that person isn't in.
Called so many freaking days, that person don't wanna call back.
I wonder what the heck is she doing -.-
Nowadays, my router spoilt.
Being screamed at by that father, asking me to fix it.
When I can't, say that I'm lousy.
Yeah right, then don't ask me to fix.
Don't make me dulan until I scream back at you.
Frankly speaking, he screamed until I go slammed the door and cry -.-
I just hate him man. His and his attitude problem. Fcuktard -__-
Anyway, SITING. If you're reading this, OPEN YOUR BLOG BACK PLS. xD
Oh, you suddenly reminded me :3
Pankak ! Pancak ! Seriously I think you accidently said wrongly loh.
How can 2 pair of ears listen wrongly at the same time ?! xDD.
All the best for us, to find a suitable job ):
I don't wanna work at that HOTEL HAHA. >:D
Ciaos pple. I don't want that father to scream at me again -.-

I am so UNLUCKY !

2008-11-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

Well, today's my last paper for the 'O' Levels already.
And early in the morning, gotten a sore throat.
Thought nothing bad will happen or what.
I gotten fever in the afternoon -.-
Of course went to the doctor :/.
Sigh, I can't use the computer in the afternoon lol.
And gotta sleep early.
First day of real holiday and I have fall sick.
Oh man, ROOOOOAR ): ..
Alright, I'll stop here already. Goodbye.

2 More days to more freedom!

2008-11-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

Hello !
Felt totally random today.
Did Science Paper 1 today, I think I did a lot of careless mistakes. MCQ LEH !
Hais :/.. But hope can still maintain an A1 for my Science grade T.T
While waiting for the time to pass. It was 8.50am.
I thought, 10 more minutes and a lot of people will be very happy.
Next, 8.55am. 5 more minutes and a lot of people will be very happy!
Then the end, 9am. I still got one more paper!!
2more days from this time, I GONNA BE VERY HAPPY. HAHA.
Reached home and as usual, did everything that can be done HAHA.
Well, nowadays. Ineffable feeling again.
How to describe, What to describe. I simply really do not know.
I'm confused. I'm in a dilema. I seriously don't know what's right.
Maybe it's that. Or maybe it's not.
Oh my gaaawd. Why it is gotta be like that -__- !

CIAOS !

Final Fantasy :D

2008-11-05T23:51:00.002+08:00

I'm bored, REALLY BORED.
Been watching movies at PPS tv recently.
Really have got nothing to do :/.
Just watched Final Fantasy : The Spirits Within.
I wonder how long has this 'movie' been out till today.
Maybe I'm a little bit slow, I only remember Advent Child though.
No Cloud, No Zack, no characters connected to the 'game' ?
It's about phantoms taken over the Earth etc etc.
Finding a way to remove the phantoms.
Talking about the Earth spirit, Gaya.
Explaining the phantoms were aliens from another planet.
The Phantom crater landed on Earth.
I don't really get the whole story though :/.
Well got to go, post tomorrow.
Father's getting fed up -___-"
Byebye. :D

Freedom doesn't mean Everything.

2008-11-03T21:20:00.004+08:00

Hellooooo :D !
No more big memory work stuff since TODAY !
Maybe in Poly but, I still think it's worth celebrating :x.
After SocialStudies paper, it rained.
I told my friend that the sky is too 'happy' for us, thus it cried :D.
Okay, I know I'm lame :3.
Anyway, reached home and seriously got nothing to do.
Camped in front of the tv for 2hours.
Watching okto -__- Guess what were the programmes?
Yu-Gi-Oh SIOL ! All the kiddy shows :/.
Yes, this shows that this Ahma is YOUNG at heart ^^
Then went down to eat dinner loh.
Went to NTUC and almost spent 30minutes standing there choosing apples -_-
And I helped my mum. Pointing this and that apple not good lar.
Complaining about the stickyness caused by some 'rotted' apples.
While going up, I saw one guy wearing the Giordano shirt I want.
Of course I went crazy again, and told my mum about the shirt loh.
She asked me to confront him and say, HEY, TAKE OFF UR SHIRT NOW.
Then I say, crazy ah! But the shirt quite long leh :/
And then after he walked off, I tell my mum.
Eh, the shirt is so damn nice lah! Why that guy wear to NTUC sia.
Making the shirt like, it's home clothes ): Why must he buy it -__-
Maybe we can follow him home and rob him. LOL !
And finally when we gonna pay for the items, a blind man shouted sia.
'HELLO HELLO, ESCALATOR WHERE AH. HELLO HELLO'
Suprisingly, I wanted to HECK CARE LAH.
But my mum went to help him instead.
Down the escalator, and suddenly he say he wanted to buy Ice Lemon Tea.
So my mum ran up and paid the cans for him. And gave him for free.
This guy ar, sibeh ma huan leh huh. LOL.
Yeah, my mum say never mind lah. We also not rushing mah.
And I also lazy to take all the coins from him ah.
-Because he only had COINS, as he said earlier on before my mum went up-
Then its 9pm already .__.
I told my mum, HEY. 8pm to 9pm. 1hour is gone. You hai I cannot use my computer longer lah.
Then I think my mum didn't hear me o_o"
Finally reached home and here I am ! Haha.
Shall do things for now already, Gooooodbye :D.
That's how 'interesting' my day was.

I've gone nuts.

2008-11-02T23:38:00.003+08:00

Pardon all my typo errors recently -__-" !
Plus, that JianWei told me that Clazziquai was a DJMax kind of game.
Yes, he only told me THAT.
So I'm so dumb and took that the one I searched at Wikipedia was wrong.
That's why, all those spamming at my own tagboard had came about.
Ignore all those tags lah ! Omgawd -__-.
Anyway, WHY H, Hatsu de pronouciation no K lah !
Hmm, Yeah, I'm still studying for my SocialStudies.
Hope tomorrow morning got enough time to do so.
Shall chiong today's studies until 12.30am [:
So ciaos. Short post again.
'O'Levels are gonna end soon !!! :DD

Look what JW told me after I scolded him for making me misunderstand.
clazziquai IS djmax de game, BUT, clazziquai is the band, thats why the game name!
Nice one eh -__-" ! Not making everything clear ):
Goooodbye ;D.

Rotting!

2008-11-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

New Skin is up ;D !
Heh. Quite like this skin.
Anyway, 5papers left to be done in 4days, lasting for 2weeks.
That's very long :/
SocialStudies on Monday, and I haven't even started studying :3.
Nyaaaa, I can survive to study in a day LOL, which is tomorrow xD.
'O'Levels are finally over.
Don't wanna rot at home for two whole months :/.
Hope can find a job and occupy myself happily.
Well.. That's all I can say.
Nothing much happened bah.
It's just all about me and my boring life, what more can I expect to type?
Haha, shall stop here. Bye :D.

Is this good or is this bad.
I feel like a part of me had gone back to the past.
While the other part of me had went forward to change everything about my character.
Am I annoying or just trying to be happy.
I feel so numb with everything.
Yeah, History makes it seems that it's not such a big deal.
I wanna feel the warmth of the beam of light.
I wanna see the shimmerings of light.

2008-10-26T14:08:00.002+08:00

Some things are just not meant to be for you.
No matter how hard you want it or crave for it.
It just won't come to you.
That's why in turn, you have to treasure those that are with you.
If you have learnt this lesson, you surely will know.
When you have lost something, don't cry.
Start something new, and Treasure those you have now, more.
There's nothing that won't belong to you.
If just that, it's up to you to find it.
Don't stop finding it, even if you feel that you have found it.
You will never know, till the end..

2008-10-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

hello. just got a feeling to post this thing.
don't say that i'm attention seeker.
if you wanna, then don't read :/
this blog is like a memory book to me.
cuz i'm afraid i will forget things. [:
so that few months later, i could read it again.

I guess it's time to end this thing.
Most of them are just sad memories.
Feeling this kind of feeling is just so bad that I always wanna end this thing immediately.
What could those happy memories get to.
They just disappear immediately in front of me.
Perhaps I should start a new journey again.
Find new memories, let it be happy or sad.
Had it be to gain something from people,
Or lose something to people.
It's just like being freed from all the past pains.
This sudden urge to throw away the old one, and treasure the new one.
I hope everything gets better.
I don't know whether this is gonna last long,
If I'm gonna grab back what I've thrown away,
I swear, I'm stupid and dumb.
Being envious and jealous, I shouldn't be this way.
I will get those 'belongings' all on my own.
Without anybody's help, at least, I feel more proud than those people.
Cause, I got it on my own.
Well.. Goodbye, I'll miss you..
And hello, we meet again.

It's just too much pain.

2008-10-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

Fcuk dammit -___-
Even if there's a problem within me, I don't give a damn about it.
No matter how many times I explain about everything.
You will just shoot me back with reasons.
I just don't give a damn about 'O'Levels okay.
I got study de okay.
I tell you how much I hate Humanities already.
You still come and continue to nag me and nag me.
Told you not to compare me with other people, because I don't think like them.
I'm werid, why do you still want to compare.
Stop comparing me with other people.
I don't have such will to give all my time to studies.
Or should I say, I can't even fcuking get myself to study the whole day.
Nothing motivates. None of any lil bit.
If you want to tell me that, after the results are out, don't regret.
Then I tell you, get someone and push me down the building.
I shall end my regrets and will I ever going to think about what I have done wrong before the 'O' Levels.
No, I won't.
I may be freaking damn negative, but what can you do.
I'm like that.
Karma has taken revenge already.
I just feel so irritated and fed up -__-
Why must life be created this way.

Who created us?
Who created the living things?
Who created Earth?
Who created Planets?
Who created Galaxy?
If you wanna say, the God..
Then tell me, who created your God.
If ever that your God was once a human,
Who created him/her?

2008-10-10T11:29:00.002+08:00

Finally, Today's our Graduation day.
Sever ties with Damai Secondary School and those people.
Yah, finally after 4years.
I won't be feeling the same way anymore.
Perhaps a few more days at that school to take my 'O' Level paper.
Feelings, are you asking me?
If I have got no proper friends in there, what feelings will I have?
Maybe some, with those teachers I had.
Sadly, history is repeating itself in my life, everyday in this school.
Even at the last day I gonna have my lessons.
My fate is destinated to undergo this kind of torture.
Karma, has taken its revenge.
I did a lot of bad deeds my past life.
Well never mind, finally 4 years gonna past.
I should make myself more SOCIABLE.
I should be working hard for my 'O'Levels for now eh.
9Points or 15Points. It doesn't matter.
As long as 'O'Level is over, no more damn memory work of exams.
Wo jiu xin man yi zu le [:
Gooooodbye :D

2008-10-04T23:04:00.003+08:00

ALOHA !
2more weeks to my 1st 'O'Level paper (:
Suddenly realised that I don't give a damn to it.
I seriously hate Biology. I can't even understand and do the TYS.
Either I don't understand the chapter at all, or I completely cannot-make-it for Biology.
So instead, changed my target to my Humanities :/
Thanks to my SS teacher, maybe.
I got some interest to do well for my Humanities.
Yeah, and for Chinese, let's strive for a better grade then C6 bah.
Anyway, got back my PSP finally.
Played my 5B Memoirs and realised I deproved a lot already.
Forget it, the more I play my PSP, the more frequent I get my headaches.
-Because you Live~ I Live.. I live~-
LOL. Totally randomness -__-
Just now played Audition and kena spammed by my Erzi.
Come to think of it, he has my handphone number what.
Say I pungseh him -__- thought that I don't want him.
Werid guy. He rarely come online also what :/
Played a few rounds with Jie and went off.
STOMACHACHE -__-.!
Browsed through CrunchyRoll and played the CrunchyLand beta.
So cute lol. Spammed buttons and got to a Lvl2 Avatar haha.
By the way, yesterday went out and played with this Winniepooh at Minitoons.
SO FCUKING CUTE LOL. Keep bouncing his head xD.
Damn cute loh LOL.
Now at Maple playing with my son xD.
Giving me free fames siol LOLOL.
Got to go now, byebye :/

i ain't feeling any better.
it's getting numb.
don't pierce it again.
if not, this medicine won't do.

2008-09-29T18:01:00.002+08:00

I'm not emo-ing. I'm just expressing all my feelings out.
I'm not angry. I'm just expressing all my feelings out.
But seriously, I'm only feeling fcuking confused.
This is the only thing that I know what I feel deep inside me.

School school school.
Giving us so much homework, how the heck can we revise.
Yes, I can use the time I am posting this to revise.
But can't I relax for awhile -__-"
Suddenly recieved my classmate's email.
He asked me to join the Facebook group of our class.
Lil did I realised, my photo was inside -__-
It's like WTF LOL !
Nah, already got this so mafun de Friendster liao, I still go create Facebook for what.
Haiya. Maybe after OLevels den say loh.
To remain in contact mah haha.
I think I stop here le, byebyebyebyebye X____X"

Everything happens,
Because there's is always a reason behind it.
But what about Life?
Who knows the reason and everything about living?
So many answers and reasons.
Which is the real one..
It this stress, Or I'm just imaginating it.
Feeling so confused and unwell just sucks so much..
I seriously seriously need the medicine..
Like the day I felt much lighter than any other days..
All the darkness and pain pushing me down, on my heart..
When will it finally stop adding..
Or when will it be finally gone, once again..

2008-09-27T22:59:00.003+08:00

Seriously...
What's wrong with the good and bad treatment?
I'm really getting very irritated.
I feel that I'm ~~really soft-hearted.~~
I get angry at you today, the next day, everything's over.
What am I to you?
Really... Seriously... ~~Don't fcuking add any more pain in my heart.~~
I'M ALREADY FEELING FCUKING CONFUSED NOW.

I'M FCUKING NOT A TOOL.

2008-09-24T15:04:00.003+08:00

I'm here to continue the Crap post before this.
Not bad, my English got an C5 at least. 56Marks.
Yeah, sort of a borderline again.
Got 15points for L1R4, 6Points more than the Points I wanted.
I need to minus 2points from my Combined Science.
1 more points from my English.
3 more points from my Biology or 4 more points from my Chinese -__-
Yes, PATHETIC. But that's what I can only do.
I'm not going to rely on my humanities.
I'm going to just pass for it again.
OH WELL, 'O'Levels.. I'm currently addicted to my Computer again.
Keep getting distracted. Plus, I won't be able to finish my Homework, at this kind of pace.
My revision will just be last minute work again HAHA.
Parents are out again today.
Off to watch a movie at Tampines.
Don't know what time will they be back by then :/.
Nowadays, keep getting headaches.
Wonder what caused my head to ache so much.
CAN DIE YOU KNOW.
Less than a month, it's going to my 'O'Levels papers already.
Of course I know..
Not like those parents, keep thinking that I'm still very relaxed or what so ever.
I'm too CONFUSED to even tell you -__-
I'm just trying to keep myself positive.
Really what, 'O'Levels results are taken into moderation.
They keep proving me wrong that I can't think like this.
It's my THEORY. Stop proving me wrong. I don't give a damn.
And yeah, recently just met my senior on the bus.
She asked my to join the 3Day TP camp, because she is in-charge.
But, you know, I'm the very lazy type lah -__-
She asked me what course I wanna take, so I told her loh.
Then she tell me that Design courses will have a lot of projects.
Which means will keep me super busy.
And I think that she meant that design students have lesson from 3pm to 7-8pm bah.
Yeah, if there is going to be a lot of drawing taking place, I don't mind.
As long I hope, my POINTS, I could get a laptop from my parents :x Hope so..
I shall stop here. Still got a lot of things to do. Ciaooos :D.

EDIT :
Is this called bottling up every single feeling?
I don't know. I really don't know.
I feel like screaming.
I feel like crying.
I just feel like, OMGAWD..
Where's the key to this lock? I wanna find it..

Headaches FTL -__-

2008-09-18T17:32:00.003+08:00

You might want to skip this whole chunk of crap.

I'M BORED. BORED LIKE CRAZY.
I don't know what had happened to me, today.
I feel so fed-ed up, I feel so 'SAD', I feel so sick.
I just don't feel good. Perhaps the hot weather cause it to be like that?
Almost all the papers are returned to us.
As usual, failed humanities again. Because, failed BADLY [ again ].
Why am I fcuking worrying about this subject?
I don't give a damn what.
Yeah, my friend who sat beside me, got an A2.
Claimed that she didn't study. Yeah, GENG mah.
They were sort of like shouting and shouting, said that they have gotten this kind of results the first time.
Good loh. A2 leh. I E8 liao loh, -__-
To fcuking pass this humanities, my SocialStudies need 3x Marks -__-
Which is like totally impossible.
Anyway, besides this stupid lesson.
Had PE before History. Played FloorBall and was fun xD.
Nearly vomit LOL. Yeah, luckily I didn't.
Chinese came and the partner beside me gave me a small lecture.
Taught me how to study History -__-
Keep saying that yesterday he is sad, today I'm the one who is sad.
Frankly speaking, I'm not really SAD. I just don't freaking feel good -__-..
Had AMaths lesson and yup, A1 :/
Then EMaths lessons too and yup, A1 too :/
I guess that my L1R4 for Prelims gonna hit 17points -__-"
Because my English Paper2 failed again, by 3marks.
How I fcuking hope that my Paper1 pass by 6marks, so I can get a C6 at least.
If not, parents gonna nag at me again and again.
I freaking hate this man.
I am so fcuking confused about that stupid 9points I wanna get.
It seems like, gonna be IMPOSSIBLE.
How the heck can I get a B4 for English in OLevels,
When I hardly can get a C5 in Prelims.
Just like mother say about me, I HATE STUDYING.
If I had a choice, I won't want to attend Poly man.
I rather die before letting myself to suffer.
Guess that my Psychology course is impossible.
Everyone wanted to get in suddenly.
And those everyone had better results than me.
I really don't know what to do.
Heard that it's 32 more days to 'O'Levels.
Gonna restrict myself from everything from October onwards.
I hope I can trust myself on this.
I cannot screw this up anymore. 9Points, or at most 10Points.
Seriously...

I hate this fcuking feeling inside me.
It makes me so confused and unwell.

I hate everything, every single thing in this stupid planet.
And of course, including myself.

2008-09-16T15:44:00.004+08:00

HELLO. PRELIMS ARE OVER.
Imma left with
2English Papers, 2EMaths Papers, 2AMaths Papers, 2Chinese Papers,
2Physics Papers, 2Chemistry Papers, 2Biology Papers, 2SocialStudies Papers
And last but not least 2History Papers.
AND NO MORE EXAMS, WOOOOO.
I have already some sort of planned what should I do in November Holidays.
Mwahahaha. Mostly, I think, is going to be ME wasting my time in Maple HAHA.
Hmm, nothing much to post about.
But I just wanna end off with this

I LOVE JIGSAW TOO :DD

Just in case you don't know what's this, it's a MSN game, Jigsaw puzzleee :D
Yep, Advanced mode rocks, but yeah, no Rotate though HAHA :x

GOODBYE!

And yeah, 1 more month to my 'O'Level Practical.
16October ): i feel worried and afraid -__-

EDITTTTTTTTTT:
Omgawd, I went to the Suntec City to look for the shirt.
And they say that its out of stock ):
Quite disappointed lah. I loved it when I first saw it man :/
It looked so cool, for me.
And so sad, only 500pieces per design.
Other outlets won't be selling. I'm so unlucky.
-Shakes head- Guess I have no fate upon that shirt then o__o
Well, yeah. And it only cost 25bucks. I could have gotten it those two days. :/
Anyway, here's the preview.
http://www.giordano.com.sg/image/main/filip%20pagowski.JPG
Got it from the Giordano website. [ Singapore de neh. ]

Gooodbye again.

2008-09-13T19:45:00.003+08:00

Yes, I blogged today.
Because I am so bored, and have got nothing to do.
Even if there is, it will only be studying.
Prelims are just over, can't I enjoy my weekends for once?
Not really over, since there's only one paper left. Comb. Phys and Chem Paper 1
Yes, another week is going to pass again.
Another week is gone to study for my 'O' Levels.
Another week I waited for my PSP is wasted.
That brother of mine. Told me three times consecutive, week by week.
That he gonna bring the PSP back from his boarding school.
Here am I waiting and lied to, three times in a row.
When will he ever bring it back or give me a reason why he didn't -_-
I just miss the song Memoirs ): Especially 5Buttons mode.
Let's just talk about my Prelims now, the papers taken since last week.
Monday, I took A-Maths Paper 2 and Biology Paper 2.
I took Biology Paper 2 first and of course, it's screwed. I won't do well in Biology :x
Then A-Maths, knew how to do all the questions.
But some of them I anyhow do. Because I forget how it is going to be done :x
2hour30minutes finished and went home to study for Tuesday's papers.
Tuesday, took Physics Paper 2 and E-Maths Paper 2.
Physics, I don't how to apply the damn formula -__-
So I just anyhow, hoping that I used correctly HAHA. Hope that I passed this paper!
E-Maths Paper 2, anyhow do also :x E-Maths lah, don't give a damn to how good I do.
Although it's very important for my 'O'Levels points, haiya :/
Wednesday, went to school at around 10am. Because only got one paper, E-Maths Paper1.
Reached school and entered the hall. Started the paper and felt sleepy HAHA.
Finished all the questions and went to rest. Didn't really bother to check :x
After that, went home and studied for Thursday's papers.
Thursday, Chemistry Paper 2 and A-Maths Paper 1.
Took Chemistry Paper and after that, checked answers with friends.
And realised that I made a lot of mistakes -__-
Frankly speaking, I studied the best and most for Chemistry.
Why did I make so many mistakes ?!?! T_T
Next, took the A-Maths paper.
Yes, it's screwed again. My graph, seriously I plotted the wrong points.
Didn't realised that I have to draw a straight-line graph instead -_-
Plus, I even taught my friends about this chapter.
Oh god, Mrs Oon gonna scold us all again. Yep, I made a very big mistake.
Like she said, mistakes add up and you'll miss your A1 grade.
If I gonna get A2 for A-Maths, I'm GONNA DIE.
5 more marks to A1 ! Screw exams -__-
Went home and didn't study for Biology Paper 1, which is on Friday :x
Used the computer in the evening and went to sleep.
Read through the Biology textbook in school that day.
Took the paper and HOOORAY. It's a weekend :x
Reached home and played Gunbound [ Again ].
Met some people in the rooms, and they're quite cute HAHA :x
Went out to walk and distress. And saw this top at Suntec City.
Oh my, I want it badly o__o. Although it's from Giordano, I like it alot.
Went home at around 10pm. And realised that Bedok MRT has a lot of LIZARDS !
Played Gunbound [ Again and Again ] with JW.
Got pissed off by something, because everybody has such good avatar.
And end up my character is the one that always get bullied. Screw those people LOL :x
Just kidding ~____~
Slept and woke up at 11am, WOAH! Ate Mum's carrot cake for breakfast.
Used the computer and Mum gave me Honeydew this time.
Luckily it's not Apples again! Screw and screw the apples :x Chainsaw the apples LOL!
Played Maple awhile and went to eat Lunch.
Mum wanted to eat KFC ! It's the first time that she's willing to go HAHA.
I ate 2piece chicken as usual, while she eat her Zinger burger.
Because we bought the Buddy meal.
Ate Cheese fries too and one of the Macaroni + Shrimp thingy :x
Drank IceMilo too and brought back home the rest.
Reached home and slacked with the Computer.
Really got nothing to do -__-
Ate dinner and used the Computer again.
Currently now, I'm eating the KFC's Whipped Potato HAHAHA.
Yes, I'm gonna get fatter and fatter. 70kg it shall be HAHA :x
Feel like going to bunk again one day. Don't know why I had this feeling o_o
Hmmm, this is quite a long post since the day I posted this long eh xD.
Thanks for reading though [:
Because my life is so boring and there are people who wanna read !
Though I don't know whether there are people who read my posts HAHA.
Okay, shall stop here. Before the post gets longer and longer.
Gooooodbye :D

I want my November month.

2008-09-05T21:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.
Yes, today I am able to use the Internet.
Frankly speaking, I haven't even start on my Revision for Prelims HAHA.
Flunk it? Yeah, I don't give a damn to it - 3-
LIFE IS GETTING SO BORING MAN.
I hate LIFE. URGHHH. I wanna end this man. ONCE AND FOR ALL. [:
Anyway, I FREAKING HATE APPLES.
Everyday that Mother keep cutting apples and wanting me to eat them -_-
SUCKS MAN. I hate APPLES, I HATE APPLES !!
Okay, now I got nothing to type.
Anyway, watched Wall E ! Quite nice and funny :D
I think that it should be a Must-Watch show?
HAHA, Prelims are just in the progress, I still went to watch two movies this week !
MWAHAHAHA, I really don't give a Damn luh :/

Anyway, made this new skin.
Probably because WinniePooh is in Orange colour.
Thats why it is in this colour LOL, well for my blogskin HAHA.
Hurhur, currently got addicted to Gunbound again.
I know I know, what's the fun about Gunbound.
All the shooting and killing, sometimes even suiciding HAHA.
Okay luh, I'll stop here. Nothing much to post about le.
YES, I HAVE A DULL AND BORING LIFE. WHAT DO YA EXPECT?

~~It's an ineffable feeling. [:~~
What I yearn for,
Is everything that you can give me.
Most importantly, to be able to treasure it for life :x
Yes, and I will..

2008-09-02T13:46:00.004+08:00

HELLOO.
It's the September Holidays !
Just ate my lunch, and I feel so damn hot -__- Sweating like hell.
Later going Brother's de boarding school :/
I gonna dig out the PSP out from his room.
I WANNA PLAY 5BUTTONS MEMOIRS D: !
Anyway, yesterday went out with -OMGAWD- JWeh, Mehmeh, Vegehz, his brother, and two other I-don't-know de people LOL.
Okay lah, they got introduce but, haiya o___o"
Then, at the end of the day, I concluded that, my wires aren't connecting well lah -__-
Response sibeh slow. Answer also sibeh slow. React also sibeh slow.
-Shakes head- When will my wires be connected well lah HAHA.
Watched Mehmeh play his Racing Game o___o
WOO ! -Applauses !- Pro pro HAHAHA.
I remember that time me and my friends go ECP de arcade play.
All of us keep bang into wrong things LOL. But it was fun anyway.
Walked to Orchard Cine and it is RAINING !!!
Went to collect the Movie Tickets and slacked at Orchard Cineleisure.
Mehmeh and his friends went to eat LJS. I guess o__o
While me and JWeh, we go play the what RS5 ah, forget le.
Then we act pro pro, play hard hard de songs, then in the end, kena trashed badly LOL.
Can't play de lah LOL. So many freaking buttons coming down -__-
Actually it is something like DJMax loh, yeah, then I won !
Another 4rounds for me to play -__-
So learnt my lesson, played an easier song HAHA. But still break a lil LOL.
Then played PhotoHunt, it was so damn freaking hard and not fun at all :x
Then JWeh played his Tekken SIX loh, PRO AHH, but so sad, he lost to a huge fat person LOL.
Went up to Cinema 10, and realised we are late already HAHA.
And we watched Meet Dave. -I wonder those laughters I heard, is Mehmeh's or Vegehz de LOL.-
After that, another friend of Mehmeh came o__O Not really, ITS EVERYBODY'S FRIEND.
Excluding me and JWeh lah.
Walked to PlazaSingapura again, decide what to do lohz.
But in the end went back home.
Actually, I do feel like Audition-ing, but so late ler. Go home better bah :/
Reached home and talked to Mum about the SuperBand results.
Watched the Yu Le Bai Fen Bai until 1.30am and slept, HAHA.
Woke up at around 11am and realised my Cousin is here already -__-
Staying at my house, because his workplace is nearby.
And he will be going home very late, but very tired, so thought can come to our house instead.
I tell you, HE IS VERY HOU LIAN PI. People can't reject him der, if we do so, he will only say us always so bad, always like that -__-
Yeah, then after he left, here I am posting HAHA.
Cause don't want him to use the Computer lah =P
I AM THAT SELFISH >:3 !
Yeah so, goodbye. o___o CIAOS.

Life is ever so meaningless, so colourless and so tasteless. [:

2008-08-30T10:43:00.002+08:00

another post of randomness again -__-...

Money is so ever important to you.
If you never spent it or wasted it on that thing,
Yeah, you could buy a lot of other things.
Why not you think further,
about giving birth to me.
How much money have you spent on me.
How much money have you WASTED on me.
More than ever you can imagine?
Think from scratch,
Hospital fees, Toys, Clothes, Beds, Bills, School Fees, School Books..
And there are still more huh.
Then why bother giving birth to me?
Not only you suffer, I ALSO SUFFER.
Tell you my feelings? Wouldn't just argue back that I'm always wrong?
You never have ever gave me a chance to tell you nicely, almost about everything.
You always start with a fcuking angry tone towards me.
Do you think I still have the mood to tell you everything?
You told me that I shouldn't affect people's mood, no matter how angry I am.
But what about you?
You told me that I should think about your feelings, all of us are always 'bullying' you.
But what about you towards me?
You told me that something is so easy, why I couldn't I try, and I just feel like you are just mocking me.
But you told me you are not.
And when it's the opposite, you say that my temper's not good.
Are you just self-centered. Or you care about everyone that relates to you.
Tell me that you care for me? Why wouldn't you?
All those naggings, I don't think it is suppose to be carring about me.
Those tones, those words. How deep have they pierced into my heart.

I rather die than treasures those good memories.

2008-08-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

HOOOOORAY !
4papers for Prelims are DOWN !
Left only 1 paper for SocialStudies and Humanities ! WOO.
And 2 papers for English XD. Yes, 'O'Levels !
62days more to big 'O's :/
My father have been nagging me everyday -__-
Want me get 9Points for L1R5 -.-"
If not, 12points for L1R5 -__-"
My brother also never gotten so low LAH F5.
Hais, English, Chinese, A-Maths, E-Maths and Science.
GAMBATTE THK ! YOU CAN DO IT. FOR UR LAPTOP SAKE !!
Okay o__o"...
Today leh, Teacher's Day celebration.
Morning ah, Aces day loh. Do stupid HipHop workout.
Then everybody keep moving backwards, until no space. Then keep step dao people de shoes LAWL.
Went back class and complete my chinese compo loh HAHA.
Then, played with TUDI de Nameless Dog LOL. It look like human leh :/
Watched the presentation by graduating classes, got one class, the presentation fcuking long -_-
So boring, then the song ah, keep AHHHH AHHH, high note.
So long lah, until everybody in the hall already go AHHHH AHHHHH ~ LAWL.
FINALLY, time to go home. It started raining o__o..
Then went to meet JWeh, Vegehz, Jie and AHJUNN.
Walk around and blah blah. Ate KFC .__.
[ Hao sian ah, don't wanna type so long LOL ]
The arcade game quite fun ah xD. Weeee :x
Anw, we found out something INTERESTING.
How sheeps laugh : MEHHH MEHHHHH MEHHHHHHHH. LAWL.
How veges laugh : Cai cai cai cai cai cai o__o"
Reached home and tada I blogged.
I'm getting quite lazy nowadays.
Totally bored with everything already.
I WANT BUY NEW TOP -____________________-"
Ciaos =o

some things will not change,
unless you do something permanent with it.

you make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall,
you make me wanna surrender my soul~

2008-08-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS.
I shall post by replying tags inside o__o"
But firstly, PRELIMS IS COMING.
THIS TUESDAY x_____x" And I haven't even start studying yet -__-
Cause, its HUMANITIES. Do I look as if I care ?! :x
Yeah, OF COURSE, I DON'T ! AT ALL :DDD
Yepyep, now for the next part.
PIGU MEHMEH !
Says that I didn't miss him ! Says that I only talked about JWeh !
Who ask you never talk to me luh - 3-
NOW I SHALL TALK ABOUT YOU.
HAHAHAHA -__-" Crazy me. Okay, lets see.. What to post o__o"
COME ON, Lets chat together again o__o It's so booooring lah.
PIGUMEHMEH EARLY IN THE MORNING WENT TO JOG.
To burnt his fats. Cause the Sheep too FAT. [ Okay, Ignore me [: ]
OMGAWD CHOCOLATE WAFFLE, MWAHAHA :D SO DAMN NICE.
Today I ate another one x.x
Plus plus, I love molesting my WinniePooh LOLOL.
The texture so nice to touch x__x The 'fur' :x
Okay okay, I'm getting so random lah LOL. Totally no link sia x__x
Lets talk about the big appetite me today.
In the morning, Mum made waffle, and I ate one.
Then in the afternoon, bought MeePok to eat :x Somemore is add Noodles LOL.
Then walked passed the Herbal Jelly soup, suggested to eat.
So I and Mum ate o__o
Then reached the doctor there le, suddenly she can what tui na.
So stay there longer -__- Then I went home myself.
And managed to kope 2Dollars from her :x
AND TADA, I bought my Chocolate Waffle again LOLOL. :x
Then around 7pm, went to Kallang Airport to eat.
Firstly, we ate Fishball soup. I ate two and a half HAHA.
Then we ate Carrot Cake, shared among three of us.
Then ate Claypot rice :x Ordered PrawnNoodle Soup and ate finish all of it.
But my parents got kope around 2 mouthful from me lah o_o
Then ate one MOUTH of FishballNoodle :x
Drank one cup of Milo and 4sticks of Satay. MWAHAHAHA, I ATE SO MUCH TODAY.
I gonna get fatter and fatter and fatter HAHA >:D
Lols, I'm think I have gone crazy :x
Well, shall stop here. ALL THE BEST FOR MY PRELIMS, THANKS FOR THE WISHES.
AND SPAM MORE TAGS DD:
CIAOS. [: -psst, mehmeh bu yao angry hor LOL-

*Drum Rolls*
LETS VISIT MEHMEH'S FRIENDSTER :D
http://profiles.friendster.com/invalidity

2008-08-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

I just suddenly remember o__o...

With the pain deep within me.
I wanted it to end.
I wanted it to stop aching.
If not, I want to never feel pain anymore.
With the temptations and cravings,
How long it gonna last within ?
It aches so much, I couldn't sleep.
It's so confusing, I couldn't stop thinking.
But I feel so tired..
I just wanna close my eyes and end everything.
When will the real day ever come?
It happened two times already..
Will there be a third time?
Such a long journey, I'm sure it will..
I don't wanna answer your questions.
Neither would I want to question you for answers.
But I only want to know,
Will there be anyone to open the lock in my heart..
Will there be anyone to change my mindset..
Being alive is the only reason that gave me sufferrings.
Being borned is the only reason that gave me regrets.

2008-08-22T16:15:00.005+08:00

HELLOOO. !
I am quite HIGH these few days HAHA.
This whole week, I think I burnt my brain so I went crazy.
Monday.. Parents , went out, so am alone at home.
Bought MeePok and CHOCOLATE WAFFLE back home for lunch.
And I'm eating my lunch at 4pm !
Then started doing my A-Maths homework on the kitchen table.
First time I so guai sia o___o" HAHA BHB :x
Then managed to finish one Unit of the TYS. YAYYY xD.
Went to rest and ate KONG BA BAOOOOOO. :x
Then watched TV and slept ;D
Tuesday.. Came back home and ate MeePok again HAHA.
Wanted to revise homework de, but felt so tired.
So went to take a SHORT NAP.
But lil did I realise.. I slept until 5.30pm LOL.
Woke up and ate. Started to revise le loh. Did some A-Maths and went to sleep again.
HAHA. It's late le mah. :x
Wednesday.. Came back home and started revising for Science Prelim Practical..
Took a short nap and MAKAN-ed.
Did A-Maths again and taught JWEH E-MATHS.
UNCLE, you haven't pay me my teaching fees LOLOLOL :x
Then SKIPPED my ChnU show, don't know why, don't feel like watching :/
THURSDAY, SCIENCE PRELIM PRACTICAL. BOTH PHYS AND CHEM.
DIE DIE DIE LOL :x
Reached school and started revising again.
Ate my dark chocolate before going into the Lab LOL :x
Sat down and stared at the apparatus while waiting for 8am to reach lolz.
FINALLY, 8am it is. Started doing the Physics practical first.
Quite easy, the only thing is you have to set up the experiment right.
The wire heated up and I touched it, didn't scald my finger but so cool o.o LOL.
Then in half an hour, finished my Physics practical.
Continued with Chemistry Practical.
Solid A + Sulphuric Acid = HYDROGEN GAS !
And the gas 'Qiang' dao wo de bi zi -_____-"
Placed the test tube too near my nose lolz.
Then did flitration and did Anion and Cation tests.
Lil did I realised, the question asked for Solid A :/
Almost everyone went to wrote Iron(II)Sulphate/Chloride.
And I wrote Iron(II) Sulphate. HAH. Dead -___-"
And then the last question, how to determine the sulphuric acid of different concentrations.
I thought of counting bubbles.
But in the end, I don't know what the heck is this thing.
And after practical I asked, it's DELIEVERY TUBE -___-"
Kept thinking and thinking, I cannot think of the name.
I'm dead again. -shakes head-
Then was quarrantined in the AV Theatre from 9.30am to 12.30pm.
It was damn long lah -__- Tried doing A-Maths, but too many distractions.
Ended up playing 'games' and walking around HAHA.
Helped to colour my friend's DNT Coursework too o__o
Then in the end, my classmate :x who is a Art student, helped me to do further toning x__x
Yeah, my toning sucks :x HAHA.
Then left school at around 2pm :/ And headed to KFC !
With TUDI and PUAYSEE :DD
TUDI, ate ZINGER o__o
And it appears that her burger, the bread, is Shrooms burger de LOL :x
And my 2piece chicken -__-" So damn small. Compared to PlazaSing's KFC LOL :x
OMGAWD! First time PuaySee eat faster then me WOR !
Cause I'm enjoying the Chicken mah LOLOL :x
Chatted awhile and TUDI and me shared PopcornChicken x__x"
Then PuaySee become our Movable Money Bank :D
And I learnt something from TUDI, KFC IS INVADED.
LOLOL :x She improved her ENGLISH !! [ Her English is always better than mine :/ ]
Went home and I MISSED MY HANDPHONE SO MUCH.
Half of the day outside, didn't have my handphone with me -__-
Cause lazy bring. Since during Practical also cannot use..
And while being locked up, also cannot use.
Cause if you bring, the teachers will ask you to surrender de :/
IF NOT YOU WILL BE DEEMED AS CHEATING. HAHA.
And for the rest of the day, I Slacked. HAHAHA and SLEPT ! :x
So for today.. FRIDAY.
Doesn't feel like Friday to me though o__o
First period, English. Did Compre -__- Damn borinnnnng.
Then was Biology. The teacher had Qui Mian Shu.
Her voice sometimes, confirm make us damn sleepy de loh -__-
Then RECESS, ate rice :/ Regretted didn't eat BanMian neh x__x
And today ah, don't have my MeeFen ):
UNCLE WHY NEVER COOK! x___x"
Then SocialStudies, didn't copy everything Teacher wrote lah.
Lazy mah, then TUDI ask me. Very important de! Why never write!
Then I say, Haiya, you think I care about SocialStudies meh?
Yah loh, I care meh :x TUDI ah. You teach me de kay LOL.
Lalalala Lalalala Elmo's world ^^
Then A-Maths, as usual. EVERYONE WENT CRAZY.
The relief A-Maths teacher like got what spell sia.
Can make everyone so crazy -___-
TUDI ah TUDI, don't keep say I die liao.
If I die liao, who teach you? LOL. WAH AR BUAY SI OKAY! :x
Then went home with QH and ZH.
QH SIBEI HIGH WOR. She guai dai ZH WOR O___O
Then we walked so fast lah. Cause all of us went crazy already.
Keep laughing and laughing and laughing.
Laugh until QH pull me to chase the bus.
Cause the bus come liao, then we still at the opposite, waiting for the traffic light.
Then we run across the road when still Red Light LOLOL.
Reached the opposite and stared at ZH.
Then after awhile, we three keep on laughing and laughing and laughing LOL.
We really went crazy already x___x"
Then Green light le, ZH came and she ran towards the BusStop LOLOL.
So funny lah, the way she ran. So dramatic LOL.
Then another bus came and QH chanted. Stop in front of me, Stop in front of me.
Then we all three laugh again LOL. The Crazy Women HAHA.
Went up the bus and we managed to calm down o__o
Reached home and ate my CHOCOLATE WAFFLE. Bought from PrimaDeli :D
Damn nice lah mwahaha. HAHA.
Then, Internet went crazy -__- Wasted one hour fixing it, but failed.
So in the end I used the Modem to connect, instead of the router :/
Then played GB with JWehweh :D Grub rules man ! 86x Gold x__x"
After awhile, father came back and asked me to change to router.
Wasted another 1hour 15mins before I can use.
And it was that he used finish and went out.
Then I switched back to the Modem -___-"
And tada, I'm here to blog.
Prelims are coming and I haven't started revising my Humanities :/
How long am I going to slack! I don't know :D
Don't it feel like I'm talking to myself o.o HAHA.
Ciaos :DDD.

KONG BA BAO. IS LOVED!
CHOCOLATE WAFFLE IS ABSOLUTELY MORE LOVED !!

2008-08-16T09:49:00.002+08:00

HELLLOO PEEPS.
I admit yesterday, I was too high until I forgot to post about 11.08.08 LOL!
Yes yes, I will be posting it now.
'PARTICIPANTS', Let's RECALL ! xDD. Anything missing, can tell me de.

11.08.08
Woke up and met up with Jie around 1pm.
Was suppose to meet at 1.30pm de.
Then she left her house so early x.x
Headed off to ToaPayoh to find AHJUN! :x
Finally reached and quickly searched for AhJun loh o.o
We keep looking and looking and looking. Then I stupid stupid go tap my card lah LOL.
Then Jie called him and we saw AhJun le loh.
Then headed off to DhobyGhaut to meet JWeh.
Settled down at PCBunk and guess what.
Only me and Jie play -__- The guys just sit down there, don't want to play.
While playing, quite sian mah. Then suddenly thought of that MehMeh pon school.
Yesterday still say want go my school find me.
Since Jie say can jio him come, jiu ask ask see loh x.x
Sms-ed and Jie wanted to call MehMeh o.o"
Then Jie started exclaiming that MehMeh's voice so cute LOLOLOL.
Walked from PlazaSingapura to Orchard Cineleisure x__x
The weather is so damn hot lah. With the sun shining bright over our heads.
Finally reached and went to walk around in the mall.
So sad, the Kopitiam is closed -.- I'm like so thristy LOLOLOL.
Then JWeh played with the Gachapon. He managed to get a MickyMouse keychain o.o
Then me and Jie started trying to slot the keychain into his Handphone's keychain holder LOL.
After that, JWeh called MehMeh loh o.o
As the call ended, JWeh say that MehMeh talk so fast then he explained it with further exaggerating actions LOLOLOL.
We all indeed laugh, but I laugh until my stomach pain again LOLOLOL.
We hid behind the pillar and saw MehMeh & Vegehz loh.
At first, I THINK! We still wondering if the guy together with MehMeh is AhCai a not LOL.
Then ask here ask there, Yeah it's him .__.
Ate KFC and I ordered Toasted Twister. Same like Jie bah.
At first thought, it will be sort of the same as the one in Japan.
But too bad it wasn't. The worst is they have got TOMATOES in it -.-
Screw you tomato. Damn you tomato. I HATE TOMATOES !!!
Then here comes the Competition between Cheese LOVERS. ( LOLOLOLOL )
I bet everyone will remember this right o.o
MehMeh's pouring of cheese inside his burger.
Vegehz's pouring of cheese ONTO the burger, and licking the extra cheese he poured.
LOL. Everyone was just gonna go OMG OMG OMG in their heads LOL.
Although Cheese tastes good, but they are eating like nobody's business x__x
I was eating halfway and realised I ate tomato -.-
Pulled out the Chicken Meat [LOL] and ate it, leaving half of the 'bread' uneaten LOLOL.
I am very full, but don't know why. Didn't finish my mashed potato either LOL.
AhJun keep wanting to have a distance between MehMeh LOLOL.
MehMeh is a ~~Herbivore~~. LOLOL. Then, they played their own PSPs awhile and left loh.
Went to this DUNO-WHAT-NAME Bookstore at Takashimaya loh.
While walking, MehMeh, I think too sian. He go jump over I-DONT-KNOW-WHAT. LOL :x
Anyway, Couldn't find the Fx-350MS Casio calculator loh.
Got Casio brands de, but not this type.
Damn brother why don't want buy it himself -___-
Use for so long liao then want me return to him .__. BAHH.
Then JWeh started showing people his EZ-Link card picture LOLOL.
Walked around the Manga session and I couldn't find my THAT-ANIME!
Forgot what name le sia, perhaps I should browse my history later.
Then, we started having Japanese lessons with Vegehz-sensei.
Last word we learnt was OISHI LOLOL.
[ I realised I got short-term memory. ]
Then we realised, MehMeh and Vegehz keep walking so fast -.-
Just a big distance between us sia.
Walked around and blah blah blah.
Until the three TALLIES is in front,
and the three SHORTIES behind.
Yes, Tallies --> MehMeh, Vegehz and JWeh
AND YES, Shorties ---> Me, Jie and AhJun.
AND YES IT IS QUOTED BY ME LOLOLOL.
Send AhJun off at the MRT and we sat down there deciding what to do.
MehMeh and his PIGUHatsu -__-
[ Actually he's not criticising me, but someone else. I'm sure some of you know, maybe. ]
And HOORAY, Jie became another 'AhMa' of MehMeh and Vegehz loh o.o
WELL, I don't know how to spell lah LOL. And with AhJun being Jie's Hubby LOL.
So in the end, we all took the RedLine to CityHall, with JWeh alighting at DhobyGhaut.
Chatted on the MRT and YES, AhMa's the Winner and MehMeh lost to AhMa LOL.
MehMeh cannot order AhMa to do things der [: LOL.
I alighted at Bedok, while MehMeh, Vegehz and Jie went to Tampines. [ should be? ]
Reached home and thought I could use the computer.
Cause the internet wasn't kept.
Lil did I realised my dad's home when I wanted to on the computer -.-
Oh so sad, and didn't finished my homework LOL.
Went to slept and I NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT I GONNA GET MY CHINESE RESULTS ON 12.08.08 SIA ! HOLY DAMMIT LOL :x
Well, ending here. I think I missed out a lot of things? HAHA.
Ciaos~

2008-08-15T22:12:00.004+08:00

I'M TOTALLY CRAZY AND HIGH TODAY.
I really don't know what happened to me.
I am just doing my A-Maths during A-Maths lessons, like duh?
Then suddenly I just keep saying my parnter's name o.o
-She forbid me to spam her name ! >.<-
Cause she wanted to remain in LOW profile HAHA.
I thought can advertise for her der neh, using block quote HAHA.
Shall show you one example later ^^
Then I started telling myself to calm down.
But I still talked so much LOL.
Omgaaaawd, I'm so high HAHA.
Kept talking non-stop until I couldn't finish what I suppose to do LOL.
Then finally got dismissed and walked out of school to the bus stop with PuaySee and the rest.
Ehile walking, PuaySee snatched my GREEN TEA BOTTLE.
She keep pulling my bottle, don't want to return me -___-

PUAY SEE IS CHILDISH !

MWAHAHAHA. This is one example of Blockquote [:
Until the bus stop, we still playing -.-
Play until she dropped my bottle, I don't want drink le LOL.
Ask her help me throw HAHA.
PuaySee waste my money LOLOL :x
Then headed to the Library with her, to collect CIP Hour letters.
Cause the weather is so damn hot, I wanna enjoy the FREE Aircon HAHA.
Then headed home to prepare and went ouuuut.
Bought the 'Crocs' keychain and squeezed the pins into the holes o.o
PLAYED PSP ANNND OMGAWD! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
99.7% ACCURACY. HIT X5 FEVER AT LEAST THREE TIMES.
AND AND AND, SEEKER SONG ! OMGAWD. I DIDN'T BREAK EITHER :x
Can't really believe myself. And thus I got HIGH again.
Kept jumping around and I'm like so active LOL.
Walked around and headed home o.o"
And suddenly I'm addicted to helping people advertise LOLOL.
Lookie, one advertisement on my blog is up ! Tadaa.

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Feel free to take a look! Goodbyee.[:

2008-08-09T23:32:00.003+08:00

come to think of it. i haven't posted about something.
well if you read this. i think you should read the post below this post first.
this post may just be wasting your time only.
yes, i'm here to criticise someone again.

you think that you are the best in the world.
everyone would be so nice to you, because your looks are good.
you tend to even push things to people.
i just merely hoped you can contribute something to it.
you refused and make pitiful faces so we could accept IT.
and then do it for you.
and still, you suggested for this thing.
why should we be your servants.
you think that your looks are so GOOD, to let yourself have your own ways?
come on, please think.
if you continue to be like that, and people figures it out.
they, for sure, would not want to talk to you again.
perhaps i doing something like that? i don't know.
you think that only you can criticise people.
and people cant criticise you.
okay, im here criticising someone.
cause i felt that you criticse me TOO.
i don't do things without purpose.
i would be wasting my time if I do that.
you do not know me, so dont you ever speak about my life anymore.
stop pushing IT to me.
admit that you are doing the same, so you instead, pushed IT to me.
as if you are me huh.
i don't know what you are thinking.
but i feel that my kindness to you if just like wasted.
i never get back the same anymore from you.
why should I even treat you better than now,
when you don't know how to treasure.
and instead you threw it away like you do not need it.
speaking of even friendship,
i don't think you trust me. i don't think you regard me as a 'friend'.
if this friendship is going to end, i'm fine with it.
unless you admit to me, and talked to me.
i may still reconsider.
so? i don't know if you are reading this.
but, i some sort of know, or a lil bit of percentage. that you visit my blog, and READS it.

2008-08-09T15:32:00.004+08:00

Replying tags [: FIRST.

shi fu de tu di--kel: tu di ! you got bully me le loh! ohhh happy face =] ah LOLZ. sorry loh o.o wahh so old liao still cry LOLOLOL :x haha. will appreciate >__> dun bully me too much can ler ):

LONELY-POOH: wahhh we so scary meh. at least u dare to talk on the phone liao loh. HAHA. nxt time dun so diam. and ur voice i hardly can hear sia x__x duno why LOL. AHJUN SO CUTE :x

JW: currently got nothing to say to you -___- wo shi short term memory de.

MehMeh POOHz: LALALALA LALALALA ELMO'S WORLD ! HAHA. nxt time go out i sing for you LOLOLOL. and what off topic sia o.o" and yaaay, u thanked me for wishing you happy bdae LOL. and lil did u realise. ur friendster gave urself off f3. thanks to its bdae reminder ^^

dumbo the VEGEz: WAHHH. VEGEz BECOME BALL LER. CAN BOING BOING LE. DEN AHMA OSO BECOME BALL LIAO ! -BOINK BOINK- LOOKING FOR VEGEz. WHERE ARE YOUUUU. and yea, so long nvr talk to you le. so busy ah o.o" vegehz wehh~ ni zai na li worhhh.

HELLLO. Im posting now :D.
Nowadays, are getting boring to me.
I'm not following my own planned schedule.
And I have to change them. Also at the same time, squeeze everything with the remaining time.
Yes, the time to 'O'Level's first paper. 70days, someone told me.
Don't know whether is exact or not.
Sitting in front of the computer, wasting time as usual.
Told myself that I shouldn't be doing this and instead follow the schedule.
But too bad, the computer is in front of me and I just get tempted by it.
Yesterday was fun, it was DESTRESSING.
And wait, it's not about the National Day celebration at school.
It's damn frustrating -__-
I may seem werid if I were to think like this.
Well, it was like, the Teachers were sitting on the chairs, under a tent.
CCA members were on proper roads.
While we, the rest were standing on grass -__- Some were even sitting on grass.
It's like so many ants, spiders, FROGS and a lot of other insects.
WE just merely sat on the roads to wait for the celebration to be over.
But we can't, cause we cannot be the special ones.
OH WHATEVER. -____-
And as for today, MCPQ-ed.
Ate lunch and continued playing :/
Also played Gunbound with JWeh.
HOHO. I think I gone crazy, the most craziest one I have ever been.
While playing Jewel, I suddenly gone mad and went to attack JWeh o.o
And of course, he won't take any damage. Cause we have to hunt Mines for points.
Then we started digging holes o.o
Cause we were trapped deep down so we dug holes up to the top.
Worst game ever played LOL.
As in like, play until the whole map, half of the ground was totally removed LOL.
Then I blogged loh.
9.30pm. OH MAN. Life's so boring.
Thinking about life everyday.
I'm just going to like curse my parents soon to give birth to me, one day -__-
Goodbye. The post is ending here.

this ineffable feeling is so irritating.
it can be so happy.
it can be so sad.
it can be so exciting.
it can be so annoying.
what does it totally gotta do with me.
i wanna end this stupid feeling within me.
with anything I got.
with anything I can afford.
i just don't wanna to be in this pain anymore.

in this life of mine,
will my dreams ever come true.
or will it only be in it's original form.
fufilling it's purpose,
doing what they are meant for.
remaining as my desires forever, and ever more.

2008-08-02T22:24:00.006+08:00

HELLOOO.
Yesterday's post -__-
I wanna insert some pictures, so I cut away the post first.
Lil did I realised when I paste, THE POST IS GONE.
So I got fed up and didn't post HAHA. So.. Whatever lah ._.
Hmm, shall talk about past few days de things loh.
On thursday, HuiJun called me Mei You Yong de Shifu.
And further expand, Yong Yuan Mei You Yong de Shifu.
So the whole day, I am referring myself as that nickname LOL.
Weeee the useless me :x
Then, during PE, we played this Crab-Soccer.
Damn fun lah, cause you have to crawl, with your butt facing the floor.
Get what I mean o.o? Then you kick the ball with your legs, of course? LOL.
Then, damn tiring also :x
During EMaths lesson, HuiJun BULLY ME LAH!!
Besides that, she kept tickling me on History studyhour. ROAR! Big BULLY HAHA.
Anyway, She vandalised my EMaths Prelim paper -__-
She ah, drew a pointed head for me, and wrote TayHuiKhin, Shifu of GHK.
Then drew a round head for herself and wrote her full name GHK, Tudi of THK -__-
Also the first page, beside every question no. she drew a =]
And also scribbled on my paper. WAHHH MASTERPIECE !
Then I told her I will post it on the blog.
She wrote on the next page. Wrote blehx! la. Si HK! la. Tons lah LOL.
Until now I haven't even erased it off LOLOLOL.
So that's all the 'interesting' things that happen past few days.
Can't remember still got what more lah, if remember then post loh HAHA.

SO NOW. SHALL TALK ABOUT TODAAAAY [:
020808 is the best! [:
Before setting off, kept refreshing at the cinema seats page -__-
Cause told my father earlier that I wanna book the seats.
But he just told me yesterday that he wanna book too -__-
So I cannot bring his credit card to redeem my tickets.
That's why I'm scared that the seats will be packed, so keep refreshing HAHA.
Then finally set off and JWeh came Bedok to meet me :/
Took Bus69 to Tampines and MET JIE. And her ErziNuer, that's what she called her o.o
Omgawd meet my Jie LEH!! HAHAHAHA.
Then, we keep staring at each other and keep laughing. OMG LOL.
Reached the Tampines Mall de GV liao.
The queue damn long sia. By the time when is our turn, sure full liao -.-
So went to watched The MUMMY, at Century Square instead.
Bought the tickets and ate at Food Junction.
While going down the escalator,
Jie keep MeiMeiMeiMeiMei and she danced along with the tune LOLOL.
Then I thought she singing or what, didn't realised she is calling me.
So I stared blankly at some other things loh.
Then JWeh say that Because I am older then my Jie, so I ignored her.
But is not LORH, I really don't know she calling me lah .__. Cause quite soft :x
Anyway, Don't know what to eat, so ate Sweet&Sour chicken :/
After a few mouths damn full lah -__-
Earlier on still cough until want vomit HAHA. Like so hungry leh.
Then went to watch movie le, with Family Set A HAHA.
Cause four people mah, four drinks loh. One nachos and one Popcorn.
Didn't eat much, cause I only want to drink lol. Zapppppel >___>
Then, Jie's friend went to play the Basketball machine.
I and JWeh stand one side loh.
Then got this kid ah, climb onto the machine sia -.-
Then go in and play with the basketball.
For kids de machine lai de, so he can go in.
Then WOOOO SLAMDUNK! LOLOLOL.
Shopped around and went into this particular shop.
SO MANY MANY MANY CROSS EARRINGS x___x OMGAWD.
I want sia, but the shop inside so dark .__.
Don't dare buy LOLOL. HAHA, I'm so timid LOL.
Then set off to bunk loh.
While on MRT, played DJMax, trashed JWeh HAHAHA !!
Then when we switched MRT, from CityHall to the Redline.
Got one man standing behind me singing -__-
Then I point out to them and made hand sign. L O L.
LOL. Then JWeh made W T H.
I edited his H by asking Jie to put her finger on my l l , so become l-l
LOL. But JWeh put his instead, cause Jie don't understand LOLOLOL.
Reached PCBunk there and went into the arcade to see see.
Wahh, the person playing the Dance dance revolution very pro sia x__x
Like stomping his feet so fast and hard lols.
Anyway, the PCBunk so many people loh.
Didn't play, so went to PlazaSing de arcade to see.
Waaaah so many winnie pooh :x
Feel like playing loh, grab grab HAHA x___x
But haiya, waste money only .__. So, walked one round and came out.
Then suddenly feel very tired loh. Emo emo .__. I WANT TO SLEEEEP.
Then went back to PCBunk again, and played this time.
Jie played Audi and I played a few rounds too.
And started playing my PSP again lol :x
Then Jie asked me to login my Miru LOL.
I logged in, see there's no people.
Typed HELLO. I'm at bunk -___- BYEBYE And went offline LOLOL.
Then Jie jiu go her Mizu, trained awhile at GhostShip. HAHA.
While walking out, I suddenly feel so energetic and high LOL
Jie asked me to go draw signboard written don't know what lah, she asked me.
Then I say, write I LOVE EMELLY. LOLOL.
Also talked about JUN :x Wanna meet him leehh.
Jie also want to meet LOL. Jun ah, YOU ARE SO CUTE LOLOLOL.
So went to walk around at PlazaSing again.
Then suddenly Jie talked about me being fat .__.
She say that, You where got fat ! You lie to me.
Then I say, I am really fat loh, people 100% I 110%, borderline to 120%.
Then JWeh say, my words cannot be trusted -__-
Say that, outside layer is fake de. Inside, kali is underweight de.
Wahlao weh -__- Feel like killing him. [: Thus, asked Jie for knife LOLOL.
Anyway, bought Takoyaki to eat :D
But don't have my Tuna T__T So ate Ham&Cheese again, as usual -__-
Before that, we keep see people eat Takoyaki sia -.-
Keep find find find, CANNOT FIND. Then finally realised, it is just somewhere we went pass before, lawl sia.
Then, eat le. Suddenly talked about MehMeh and Vegehz lol.
Cause yesterday they see dao my displaypic mah -__-
Then that MehMeh jiu -jumps around- LOLOLOL.
BTW, Jie want to meet them siooool. I xin zhang bing HAHA.
Cause I alr ahma what :x
Then Jie talked about herself being how old.
Then I said 101years old like me, but 1second older LOL
So then, we decided to go Somerset to walk walk.
Actually is Orchard Cineleisure. I bought Ice Milo to drink .__.
But so tasteless. BOOO .__.
Walked up and down loh. Talked a lot and really enjoyed it.
Then Jie talked about her Super Conclusion HAHA. I agree with you lah Jie.
JWeh must admit hor. DON'T DENY HAHA :x
Took MRT back home loh, talked to Jie a lot also.
Then finally reached home, yaaaaay.
Well thats it.
EMELLY JIE I LOVE YOU HAHA :x 020808 :D

2008-07-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

Weeee here is the winnie pooh o.o"
Looks a bit blur though :x mwahaha so cute lah xD
Today de mood quite sian loh.
Whole day nothing to do der -__-
Did some homework and played computer loh.
MCPQ, Slack-ed, iSketch :/ Gunbound etc etc lah.
And went on a SMS frenzy at night lol.
Jie oh jie where are you now :x She went yishun for so long, haven't come back.
Oh, I want a new earpiece badly -____-
Hope can find one I liked soon :/
I need to blast music from my handphone man D:
Oh well. Few more days left and I have to start mugging already.
Prelims, 'O' Levels. HOLIDAY !
And yes, hope that I'll be going to Japan again with my CCA during Nov ^^
Yea peeps, don't miss me too much. Will SMS ya, since I got $28 to use :x
SIM card mah LOL. Japoooooon :x
This time will buy more for you, then for classmates liao.
Since 'O'Level already finish o.o, why bother buying for them LOL.
'O'Levels, hope to get 9Points.. Get a Laptop and my course as reward :/
All the best to MEH LOL.
MUG MUG MUG x______x"
short post eh :x

i don't know what to do.
i don't know what to say.
but i knew that you will tell me someday.

2008-07-25T14:00:00.004+08:00

What a LIFE I'm having.
With this kind of character I have, this kind of attitude I have, this kind of behaviour I have, this kind of mindset I have.
It destroys myself, plus the purpose of me living in this world.
What's the purpose of studying so much, just to be able sustain self in the future.
If I'm dead now, I won't need to study, plus I won't even need to bother how am I going to live in the future with such low education I have.
Or tell me I'm wrong?
Is life just a game? You have so many obstacles in front of you and then when you win, at the end of the game, you'll just die. And that's it?
WHAT'S WRONG MAN, What's life totally about.
And today, I got sandwiched by bus doors.
It's like, What the Fcuk? Is this bus driver even LICENCED.
Such mistakes man, he can make.
And I have noted down man.
Bus 228. Bus plate No. SBS 0058 K
Reached Bedok Interchange at 1.16pm ( According to my Clock )
25th JULY 2008.
Why am I like so fcuking UNLUCKY. This kind of things, happen to me.
Life sucks man -__-
Today at school, nothing much happened loh.
English lessons :/ did some group work.
Biology lessons, some people shouting Konichiwa at Mrs.Lee xD
Cause she wore Kimono to school today, Racial Harmony Day mah.
Then Recess, no fried bee hoon today D: So ate banmian instead o.o
Social Studies lessons, learnt about Venice :x
Then my eye started getting itchy again -.-
Amaths lessons next, while doing corrections, just don't know why I can't get the answer -__-
Kept doing and doing. I GIVE UP. Referred to my friend's work.
And realised I did the same method, but calculated wrongly.
Yea, something's wrong with my mind again. Wires are not connecting well, today.
Or perhaps everyday. Maybe coffee do makes people like me, dumb?
HAH. So this theory may be true.
Cause it doesn't even keep me awake anyway.
Counter effect eh.
Shall stop here, since I already posted yesterday. Goodbye.

2008-07-24T16:17:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
it's been quite a while ( maybe not ) since I've posted.
YAAY. I'm in a good now o.o
Cause parents went out to Jurong Point again.
They seem addicted to it :/ Perhaps it's the food there lah.
Luckily they never drag me there.
I gonna get bored going there, so FAR and I don't know LOL.
These few days, TESTS EVERYDAY.
Monday, Chinese test, Teacher told us last minute,
Which is on that Monday then told us that got Chinese Test .__.
And also, Physics test. Omgawd, I did that question wrongly.
Plus I forgot to answer one part of the question, WTF -__-
Tuesday, Social Studies test. SEQ, two questions ._.
And of course, I didn't studied much, just crapped all I could in.
What's over is over, what a common phrase used.
After school, went for tuition.
Came back home and did all the necessary things and watched TV.
Felt so sleepy suddenly.
Thought I could wake up at 9pm again,
But I slept until all the way to 4.30am, with the kind of energy to walk around :x
So that day, Wednesday, feel quite 'energetic' LOL.
Wednesday, got back Chemistry test. 21.5/25 .
And guess what, my 3.5 marks went to.
This stupid question, all about Mole Concept.
I got it wrong cause I wrote C2O instead of CO2.
How DUMB could I be man -__- And poof, 3.5marks gone.
Because I need to compare the ratio :/ It's SADDENING .__.
Then, MotherTongue, watched this stupid Chinese Cartoon show.
About this little boy, so dirty and all that.
I watched cause the little boy, the person draw until quite nice :x HAHA.
There's no study hour ! Reached home and sleep again HAHA.
Thursday, which is today.
PE did this Game Planning, Creative Games -__-
We created this Dodgeball-Volleyball game.
Have to use the Volleyball to hit the opponent .__. Quite okay bah.
Then History Test, crapped all I could again :x This time it's SBQ.
Later, slacked at Chinese. Did some AMaths.
Then AMaths lesson, EMaths lessons.
During EMaths ah, got Mock Test .__. So boring + tired liao.
Anyhow do le lah lol. Then finally bell rang.
English StudyHour next and got released early :/
Reached home and BLOGGED.
Realised that my tagboard is being spammed ! Wooo :x
Haha, and also showed MehMeh Pooh, the keychain :x
The Winnie Pooh inside a sheep skin HAHA :x And, yes it's him LOL.
Okay, shall stop here .__.
Btw, It's JUN'S BIRTHDAY TMR! 25JULY ;D
HEH. Anw, continue spamming :x And don't worry being the only people there LOL.
Ciao~ :x

2008-07-19T20:42:00.004+08:00

Hello. Posting for the boredom sake.
Woke up arond 9.30am in the morning.
Didn't went for tuition, perhaps I'm going there on Monday.
Used the computer and went Boss Questing with JW.
Yes, Thanks for accompanying me .__.
Anyway, finally Zaza di came back to Maple once again [:
Saw him in MCPQ yesterday, played against and with him.
I missed him so much. :x -recalling the picture he sent me- LOL.
Killed Mano, Stumpy, King Clang, Eliza, TaeRyun, Snowman.
While killing Eliza ah, that MehMeh go kill finish 20Channels de Boss .__.
Thus, we need to go something else for 45min before we could kill one -__-
Oh Nehmind, We still managed to finish all quests anyway :x
Then, I went to Ariant. Oh Man, wasted 60k for a stupid 2k exp quest -__-
Plus, the quest item had ate up my Etc slot, got no choice, but to complete it.
Suddenly, mood just went down. Really don't know why.
Just that kind of feeling, so heavy. Like darkness covering me up, pushing me down.
But thanks to JW & Gladys .__. I managed to cheer up a bit.
And then thanks to JW again .__. Didn't managed to tell you this.
But I admit I smiled after some time while talking in the Maple Messenger.
Played Gunbound awhile and I went crazy -__-
Felt so FEMINE, and so not me .__.
I burnt my brain again. Oh well.. Life is so boring.
Ate dinner and chat-ed at MSN.
Viewed someone's blog and realised he's changed o.o
And suddenly the kind of feeling of missing him just pop up.
Why, I wonder .__. Nehmind, it just means that he got nothing to talk with me bah :x
Parents nagged at me again -__- Saying I used the computer for the whole day.
It's like I didn't even used it on the weekdays. I'm just using on a whole of Saturday.
What's wrong. When I sms too much, nag me again.
With me using the computer, I'm just trying to help you save SMS MAN.
Urgh, so I slammed the door. I HATE THEIR NAGS.
And now I'm hugging my WinniePooh. Resting my head on its head :x
Yea, that's it. Nothing much .__. Goooooodbye.

i must wake myself up, from this stupid dream.
i must tell myself, this dream will never come true.
i must remind myself, this dream will only exist in my lala land.

2008-07-18T16:04:00.005+08:00

I'M BACK AGAIN. [:
Today's !
Gladys Laopo's Birthday [: !
Happy Birthday to You~
Happy Birthday to You~
Happy Birthday to GLADYS :x
Happy Birthday to You :D

my edition :x [C] :
Happy Birthday to You~
May your wishes come true.
To my Gladys Laopo oh.
I will always love you :D

yes, it's gladys laopo birthday today ! :x
and yah, i boliao create my own edition de HAHA.
COPYRIGHT KAY. lololol :x
well rmb to read the post below too o.o"

kidnap my heart, take me with you.
kidnap my heart, make my dreams come true.

-pokes your shoulder-
OMGAWD, YOU ARE TOUCHED BY ME.
NI BEI WO GAN DONG LER.
Awww, You are touched [:

2008-07-18T13:30:00.002+08:00

Helloooooooo. [: Shall start off first with Tags Replies ! Mwaha.

GLADYS !: yep yep :x hope you liked the bdae present loh. x3 ya truckloads too! nono. x33 ya GALAXYloads LOL. galaxy is bigger than a truck! thats why.. LOLOL.

LONELY-POOH: AHJUN AH o.o" i agree with xueqi ._. ShamanKing > Bleach LOL. yea, and LETS GO OUT ONE DAY LOL. -hugs junnehneh-

JW: what was that tag for .__. you want pple to go to bed then u go to bed oso larh! LOL :x been there been there -.-"

:)xueqi: haiya, u love taoren. i love winnie pooh. ur theory is taoren > winniepooh. my theory is winniepooh > taoren LOL. [ xueqi is spamming my tagboard wid taorens! ] tao ren yan D: LOLOLOL.

VEGEz POOH: wah, u love heartstation. u dun love ahma ler D: VEGEz's theory : HEARTSTATION > AHMA LOL :x

MehMeh POOHz: where has my mehmeh gone to LOL :x ahma is super damn shy -__- MehMeh no emo, Ahma whack pipi if MehMeh emo. LOL. jio other friends like VEGEz pei u go arcade loh .___.

passer-by: erm thanks o.o" ?

NOW, let's start with my blogging.
YESTERDAY.
Don'tknow i should post about yesterday not LOL.
But the Chocolate I brought yesterday, CRUSHED while it is in my bag -__-
Never mind, forget it. Well today, I'm quite high and quite down.
Talked so many crap LOL.
Firstly, English test for the first two periods loh.
Then biology, T managed to ask teacher some stupid qns LOL.
Talked to MrsLee too :x
Theen HuiJun keep call me ShiFu -__-"
Did some AMaths revision and went for early recess [:
Everybody was like, YAY KUAY CHAP LOL.
Then Angela and Joycelyn went running to the canteen LOL!
So cute man .__.
I ate my BeeHoon x3

Oh whatever, BeeHoon is loved x3

Only that uncle cook is nice o__o.. HAHA :x

Then SS, talked a lot of craps again LOLOL.

Finally A-Maths, and guess what. the 1st question I don't know how to do -__-

But when handed in, I looked one more time, I realised that I know how to do.

Oh fcuk dammit D: I hate myself.

My A-Maths is screwed ! + Totally Screwed !!!!

I Hate GEOMETRICAL PROOFS MAN! URGH .__.

Then question 2 need to use some E-Maths knowledge,

which I don't have cause i sucked at Similarity -__-

Nearly cried lolz. DDD:

And yeah, Audition got new songs. And a lot of new clothes.

But those Dens Clothes are so not nice :x

Well, I shall stop here, unless i remember what to type, I will.

what have i done wrong.

2008-07-16T17:41:00.003+08:00

HELLO.
Sorry, i meant encouraging tags -__-
And ahyang stop spamming my tagboard LOL.
but you MUST STILL TAG EVERY WEEK HOR.
AHCAI OSO, if not my tagboard sibei quiet :x
PS: JW said you can write all you want to say into one tag. LOL
And yes, xueqi .__. you love TAOREN. and i love WINNE POOH LOL.
Anyway, I was thinking that if I got good results for my 'O's,
And right after I got them, let me invite all of you out to CELEBRATE for me LOL.
Hope it will happen :x Yes, I WISHED IT WILL.
Finally, 'O' Level Chinese is over for the MOMENT.
But I'm sure I won't get an A for my Chinese -__-
Results will be out around National Day :/
Oh well, good luck to this GIRL.
Nothing much happened this past few days.
Just that, I got another new handphone number :x
Gonna use it when my old number's SMS EXPLODES.
Yep, and yesterday, my friend and I keep repeating about my brain's problem.
"My wires are unable to connect well today. They can't get connected."
Yes, meaning that either I'm not thinking well yesterday,
Or I'm fcuking slow in my thinking process LOL.
Luckily, they are able to connect during Listening Compre .__.
During the 'O'Level Chinese LC,
I'm like sitting right beside the radio -__-
The teacher ask me, Is it very loud. I shaked my head o.o LOL :x
Super damn loud and suddenly got this piano tune.
I jumped LOL. Then the teacher looked at me and smiled LOL.
Then finally finish and went home le loh.
Today ah, during lessons, keep got mozzie bite me -__-
Make my leg so damn itchy ZZZZ.
Today Chinese lessons, slacked whole of two periods.
Played Omok with Jay and KaiKeng.
Then, they played Chinese Chess. Vannessa and I stareeed. lol
I totally don't understand how they play LOL!
Then, Jay played with the relief teacher.
Jay in the whole game only want to 'Eat' the opponent's piece LOL.
Then, the relief teacher taught us one new game, 'Dai Qi' I guess.
Whole lot of rules and instructions. But bell ranged during the first game.
Perhaps we should play again some other day. xD
Then slept while waiting for Study Hour to start -__-
Woke up and head started to ache zz.
Totally no concentration on AMaths, don't know why teacher explain until like that.
Somemore head still aching.
Then finally when I understood, I felt better.
Alt. Segment Theorem, Alt. Angles, Angle at center is twice the Angle at Circumference.
BLAHBLAHBLAH, all those Geometrical Proofs.
THEY ARE EXACTLY DRIVING ME CRAZY -____-"
Now, another mozzie bite me. LEG DAMN ITCHY.
Okay, I stop here le. Nothing to post :x

Must remember to bring chocolate tomorrow for Meet-Up :D

2008-07-12T23:34:00.004+08:00

hello my fellow friends. lol.
thanks for all those encouring tags .__.
i will try to cheer up and not be so emo.
but it just feel so different in school,
then at home, using the computer with all of you's accompany.
the feeling of loneliness in class.
it is just inevitable.
how i wished all of you are part of my real life.
as in knowing all of you through real life instead of the internet? lol .__.
and BOKBOKIA PAPA, IF YOU SEE THIS.
TELL ME HOW YOU GET TO KNOW MY URL LOL :x
plus, today.
early in the morning kena scolded by my mom already.
just because i don't wanna go for my tuition ._.
she scold me and link me that i don't wanna go because i want to use the com.
but it is like, the tuition there is like so fcuking boring ):
and i am lazy, i don't wanna go there loh.
scold me that i waste her money, cause three times i never go already.
but its like, i went and got good results for both my maths.
you come and tell me that, i am wasting your money when i never go.
can't you be like more positive and tell yourself, you used your money and i got good results? ._.
and luckily i can escape the tension with her at home -__-
went out to the funan it mall loh.
searched for EARPIECE, not earphones LOL :x
and the whole of the mall, i couldnt really find something that i like.
either the shape looks sucky to me, if not is the colour dat i hate it.
the most is, so many of them are IN-EAR earpiece.
and i don't really like the feeling man .__.
then went to orchard cineleisure.
bought 7.15pm de Get Smart tickets .__.
and it's only 4pm lol. walked around orchard loh. aimlessly.
then finally it's 7.15pm. bought potato wedges and lemontea :x
hoho, there is this guy who laugh until like nobody's business sia.
the cinema so quiet, he go laugh LOL.
the movie jiu like that like that loh ._.
went bugis to do some few mins walk LOL.
walked further down to the bus stop to take my bus lo.
bus SEVEN, the first bus came finally, but is so fcuking packed lol.
waited and finally the 2nd bus came.
sat at the lowerdeck loh, duno why i lazy to go up o.o
cause mayb scared no place to sit, need come back down again lol.
finally reach home and my father came to fetch me -__- at the bus interchange lawl.
came online and posted. that's all. THE END (:

i want that sony ericsson phone D: !

2008-07-11T14:36:00.002+08:00

here's the quiz again, doing for two people too.
cause i'm BORED now.

1. The person who last tag you is
SHENGYANG [ fake fake nehmind la. ]

2. your relationship with him/her is
HE'S MY CRAZY SUNZI, aka SHEEPEHZ POOH.

3. your 5 impressions of him/her
1) taller then me, shorter than ahcai LOL.
2) loves Serta Advertisement a lot. spelt correctly :x?
3) STUDIES IN RP [ he hates that skool? ;D ]
4) loves to take EMO picture HAHA
5) loves to emo, and claims that I cannot emo -__-

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you
cheered me up when i am down, some particular days. xD

5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
AHMA CANNOT EMO~ LOLOLOL :x

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
will that even happen, he's another person who wants AHGONG den be AHGONG.

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
become liao then say, cause will never happen LOLOLOL.

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
faint. cause SHEEPEHz POOH hate ahma ):

9. if he/she beomes your enemy, the reason will be
ahyang dun wan fwen me LOL. and we will be enemies for 1min -.-

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is
dun emo? mwahahah :x MEGA AHYANG LVL120 ! :x

11. your overall impression of him/her is
forever on SHEEPs frenzy and goes MEHMEHMEH all the time LOLOLOL.

-END-

1. The person who last tag you is
XUEQI. [ fake again lah, nehmind :x ]

2. your relationship with him/her is
she's one of the OWLS. yeah, she calls me AUNTIE der. what kind of relationship eh :x

3. your 5 impressions of him/her
1) LOVES TAO REN LIKE CRAZY, CRAZY UNTIL SPAM MY TAGBOARD LOL.
2) has a hubby before whom is a teacher in some kind of anime LOL.
3) LOVES TO SPAM BUDDY CHATS, spam more den me LOL. yeah that is last time :x
4) she asked me to do this for her o.o sorry got no more impressions LOL
5) of course loves her MIRUAUNTIEOWL LOLOLOL

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you
PLAYED WITH ME IN AUDI? LOLOLOL :x i duno what memorable thing leh.

5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
<3MIRUAUNTIEOWL LOL.

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
will she accept me o.o? LOLOL !

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
throw everyone away and love me only LOL !

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
accept the fact LOLOLOL -___-

9. if he/she beomes your enemy, the reason will be
i stole her husband LOLOLOL. :x

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is
cheer her up when she is down .__. i dun tink i done it before LOL :x

11. your overall impression of him/her is
currently crazy over tao ren. SPAMMING MY TAGBOARD WID TAORENISHHOT LOL :x

2008-07-09T21:09:00.002+08:00

never could have thought i cried at school -__-
and yes nobody noticed,
i could have threw my face .__.
well, lao mao bing is going to surface again.
and wrote sumthing while with that mood.
another emo post it shall be.
[ VEGEHz POOH cannot whack AHMA POOH pipi unless you go whack SHEEPEHz POOH pipi because he emo LOLOLOL. :x ]

i am nothing to everyone.
no matter how hard i try to just improve my life, my everything.
just a lil pursuing of happiness to my life.
i failed everything, it just become a waste of time instead.
what for i do all this.
why must life be like that.
what to do when everything doesn't seem to go my way,
at least for once i knew.
only bad things happen to me, i never seem to realise that good things had happened to me.
was it my fate or what.
the fate to suffer those sufferings for everyone.
or is it that no matter which path i go, my fate would still be the same.
the roads would just link back to one path again.
it's no use choosing which way you want to go.
i tried to make friends, i have treated them as my friends.
but they did not really gave me back the same treatment as me.
or maybe you would say the feeling. ' i am not in their eyes '
i am just useless.
my purpose living this life is just like 'karma'.
revenge for what i have done in my past lives.
*miru doesnt cry, neither would i..*
how i wish everything just appeared to be like what i am mostly treated in maple.
those tons of spamming and laughters.
they just doesnt seem to be quite even a lil similar to my own real life.
but why? why must it appear this way?
i would rather stay at home and use my computer.
and when everything finally comes to an end,
i have to get a job and carry my own proper life.
i could just down any one building and end my life.
everything in my life is just temporary happiness, or fake happiness.
i never had felt better in my own real life in maple, i had with my maple buddies.
what is it like to have a different life then what i have now.
someone just tell me, i never had such 'luck' before..

2008-07-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

yes, its going to be new day. 11.45pm.
this shall be some emo stuffs out of my heart then -__-
ignore all these craps if you would.

how many has only just past..
and it feels like i started to regret about something..
to think of that i told myself..
no such thing as regret will exist in my life..
after 27May..
and yes, 1month and 3 days that past..
i regretted. about something selfish i have done..
it may have caused pain to those people..
i'm stubborn. i'm foolish. thats what i know..
if i were to tell you that i regretted about what i have done to you..
tell me how important you are to me..
as in the fact of i will never regret ever, after 27May..
thats it..

it's only in a spilt second before everything changed..
it's started to get some kind of a different feeling..
you're alone, after that very moment..
in front of your very eyes, people were treated differently from you..
did they see you?
did they hear you?
you would really want to know..
then suddenly..
you feel this heart-breaking sense inside you..
why everyone were treated so differently from me..
why can't i get the same treatment as other people..
all the whys , you wanna ask..
life couldn't get any better without reasons..
life wouldn't get any better without accompaniment..

2008-06-27T19:22:00.003+08:00

SORRY PEOPLE. The Quiz about the person who last tagged you right.
My tagboard lagged and suddenly realised that Gladys is the last person who tagged me -__-
will redo first few qns for gladys tmr [: really bored today alr.
posted how many posts today liao -__-
the posts will be here for a long long time man LOL.
rmb to read all of them until MY JAPAN POSTS :x

EDIT :D here's the quiz for Gladys !

1. The person who last tag you is
Gladys ! :3

2. your relationship with him/her is my
She's my Maple Laopo, I'm married with her :x Friendship ring luh.

3. your 5 impressions of him/her
a) DUA CHIO BU. as told by people :x
b) same height as me? LOL.
c) a girl who got jio-ed by tons of guys :x
d) siao maple chiongster T.T
e) loves Miru LOLOL :x :x

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you
cheered me up when I'm down that day :D

5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
be brave miru ! :x and x3 BFF MIRU [: !

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
hug her like crazy LOL. but I'm not LESBIAN lah. neither is she.

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
love me more LOLOLOL :x i'm lil greedy. HAHA

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
what happened T__T
9. if he/she beomes your enemy, the reason will be
she hates me LOL. cause i'll nvr hate her :x

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is
go shopping with herrr LOLLOL :x

11. your overall impression of him/her is
SUPER DUA CHIOO BUUUU. and a lvl120 Bishop :x

2008-06-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

Woah.
Today's a very Important day.
'O' Level chinese Oral EXAM !
It's like OMG, I'm the first one -__-
Had school this few days.
Got damn bored and like so tired.
School sucks keep repeating in my head.
Also chiong-ed a lot of homework, especially my journal LOL.
Lessons went as usual.
Got quite Emo recently.Mood is very down early in the morning.
And Rachel said I looked quite fierce with my new specs. Maybe o__o
Plus, the Silent Reading got background music.
To sooth our soul while reading.
But to me, I think it is totally IRRITATING.
I am like cant even concentrate lol.
Well, back to the ORAL EXAM.
I guess it's totally screwed man.
Didnt talked a lot. While in the room, waiting for the teacher to call me out.
I was like, faster call me faster call me lol.
Finally, called me and started preparing for 5minutes.
And after 5Minutes, had to straight away go in.
Oh Man. Tried to remain as calm as possible.
But when it comes to conversation, my mind is like BLANK.
I forgot the format I had to reply in, after I came out, I then remember.
Okay, its really SCREWED.
Took my bag and waited until 3pm, few more minutes.
Then the HOD come and scold me and WanShi -__-
Because we took our bags, but MrSng saw it so long, he never scold us.
Werid sia lawl. Then the HOD say, luckily the other teachers never see.
If not, big trouble already.
Reached home and typed all the posts below.
Yep, The End.

JW BU YAO SO BU NAI FAN -___-" !

2008-06-27T18:08:00.003+08:00

Tagged By Evil Posion Owl AKA XueQi.
Her blog didn't allow highlight -__-
[ Although neither does mine LOL. ]

1. List Out The 5 Birthday Present That You Wished For
a) More Winnie Poohs - 3-
b) A New Bag ): ?
c) NEW HANDPHONE, current hp sucked big time
d) Still more Winnie Poohs LOL
e) MORE WINNIE POOHS LAH LOL. :x

Answer the following questions :

1. The person who last tag you is
AhCai -__- VEGEHZ pooh :D

2. your relationship with him/her is
my SUNZEH xD. i am his ahma hurhur -__-

3. your 5 impressions of him/her
a) Gothic Rabbit LOL.
b) Cute Fish HAHA
c) Siao Maple Chiongster -__-
d) Is 17x TALL. talleh -__-
e) Look like my Maple PaPa LOLOL

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Helped my MiruHatsu Helm T.T love Ahcai x3 HAH.

5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
Ahma happy jiu hao lor LOLOL.

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
He only want Ahgong -__- how can sunzeh be AHGONG ?!

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
I dont know, cause it will never happen LOL. :x

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
What happened sia, SUNZI AND AHMA ENEMY ?! OMG !

9. if he/she beomes your enemy, the reason will be
No reason, cause we will never be ENEMIES.

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is
Study hard lo :x siao maple chiongster LOL.

11. your overall impression of him/her is
Always act cute de kawai AhCai LOL. :x

12. how you think people around you will feel about you?
I am QUIET, LOOK FIERCE LOL :x in RL.
Super Noisy, Irritating and Crazy in MAPLE -__-

13. the characters you love of yourself are?
nothing ): i wanna play drums LOL :x

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are
being so quiet and timid -___-"

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
cheerful and talkative but not too many craps la LOL :x later i become irritating.

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
Domo o.o" minna daisuki ! LOL :x jap -__-"

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you (random)
{ paiseh, too little people to pass quiz LOL, shall add in no blog de pple :x }
[1] Gladys
[2] Emelly Jie
[3] AhYang
[4] AhCai
[5] JianWei
[6] Patricia
[7] JunXian
[8] XueQi
[9] Mavvie
[10] DUNO WHO LAH -__-

18. Who is no.6 [Patricia] having relationship with ?
She probably say MILU LOL.

19. Is no.9 [Mavvie] a male or female ?
Female, Chio Bu LOL.

20. If no.7 [JunXian] and 10 [WHO] are together, will it be a good thing ?
AhJun still young lah, still long LOLOLOL.

21. How about no.8 [XueQi] and 5 [JianWei] ?
Hurhur, I dont know o.o? They dont know each other LOL.

22. What is no.2 [EmellyJie] studying about ?
Hot Korean Guys probably LOL.

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 [AhYang] ?
Last Saturday LOL. :x

24. What kind of music band does no.8 [XueQi] like ?
Erm, if I am not wrong, FT Island o.o?

25. Does no.1 [Gladys] has any siblings ?
She's Alone I think D:

26. Will you woo no.3 [AhYang] ?
He's my SUNZEH ya know - 3-

27. How about no.7 [JunXian]?
He's already my Maple Laogong LOL. For the sake of APQ -__-"

28. Is no.4 [AhCai] single ?
Yeah...

29. What's the surname of no.5 [JianWei]?
YOUNG JIANWEI LOL. jw dun angry :x

30. What's the hobby of no.4 [AhCai]?
Maybe take act cute pictures LOL. More pls HAHA

31. Do no.5 [JianWei] and 9 [Mavvie] get along well?
They yet to have known each other D:

32. Where is no.2 [EmellyJie] studying at ?
JUNYUAN SEC >:3

33. Talk something casually about no.1 [Gladys].
She's my laopo x3 SO MANY PPLE WOO HER LAH, CHIO BU SIOL.

34. Have you try developing feelings for no.8 [XueQi] ?
Yes, my precious Owl LOL.

35. Where does no.9 [Mavvie] live at ?
Erm, IDK leh LOL. :x She's my sunnu :D

36. What color does no.4 [AhCai] like ?
BLACK! HE'S A GOTHIC RABBIT !!!

37. Are no.5 [JianWei] and 1 [Gladys] best friends ?
They also have yet to know each other.

38. Does no.7 [JunXian] likes no.2 [EmellyJie] ?
WAH, IDK LEH LOL. :x

39. How do you get to know no.2 [EmellyJie]?
MAPLEGLOBAL LOL :x

40. Does no.1 [Gladys] have any pets ?
Yes, her maple pet, MONKEY LOL.

41. Is no.7 [JunXian] the sexiest person in the world?
Eh LOL, idk. HE'S STILL SMALL LAH, maybe after years he will LOLOLOL.

2008-06-27T17:49:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Gladys .___.

1)at what age do you wish to get married ?
I dont KNOW [:

2)study hard or play hard ?
both lah. if not DIE ._.

3)who is the person you trust most ?
Trust myself lor LOL. i keep my own secrets best LOLOLOL

4)why do you think you have not enough confidence ?
I am a MOUSE lol. I am fugly LOL -___-

5)if you have a dream come true , what would you want it to be ?
PSYCHOLOGIST :D

6)what is your idea of a bf or gf ?
Understand me WELL, Care for ME. IS A GUY LOL. :x

7)what is your goal this year ?
Get NINE COP for OLvls, so I can get my Course + Laptop.

8)do you believe in eternity love ?
I dont, but I will. LOL. Cause nothing lasts forever.

9)if you have all the time in the world but no money , what would you do ?
SLEEP LOL. Find friends to talk to? :/

10)if time were to unwind , what would you change ?
SOMETHING THAT IRRITATES ME -__- personal lol. and my APPETITE, I SO FAT !

11)which period of time made you want to break down ?
27 May.

12)what feelings do you hate the most ?
I hate being Angry, being Jealous, being Selfish.

13)do you cherish all of the friendships you have ?
OF COURSE. MY FRIENDS RULE EVERYTHING ! LOL

14)do you believe in love at first sight ?
not really. i rather get to understand that person lo.

15)what do you think are the most important things in your life ?
Myself, Handphone, Winnie Pooh and of course my Precious Friends.

16)who do you want to be always behind you ?
what for? I need, but there's no need for an Always.

17)people who are going to be hated by you ?
BASTARDS + BITCHES . [:

18)describe the person who tagged you in five words .
It's Her, Chio Bu Gladys. [:

19)how many percent do you think you are in front of your friends ?
I dont know what's my own character LOL.

20)What's your ideal life?
A WORLD WITH PEACE. And I could use the computer as when as I like -__-

Instruction : remove one question from the above and add in your personal question .make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people . list them at the end of the post . notify them at their cbox that they've been tagged . whoever does the tags will have blessings from all .

Eight Lucky PEOPLE.
1: EMELLY JIE >:3
2-8: Who want to Do jiu do lor f3
jie dont scold me LOL. i also dun want to bother people too much :x

2008-06-27T17:40:00.002+08:00

hello. shall post all the rest of the days here.
since one week has past,
and i did not manage to post them during weekdays.
so yeah, i should finish my posts asap. BY TODAY.

14th June - Tokyo to Osaka :D

Woke up around 7.30am again.
Same thing, went for breakfast.
Salmon fish + fries + hard-boiled egg + rice.
Haha, then want to use internet de.
Went to ask my cousin but he just freaking don't want to reply me.
I asked because he got spare money. My mum gave him 500yen.
He himself changed to 5 100yen lor.
I asked him two times, he ignore me.
Turn to look at me and turned back to look at the computer screen.
It's like What The Hell lah.
I also never make you angry, it's just simple as ; GIVE ME 100 YEN.
Just because his mother scolded him early in morning,
I couldn't use my Internet.
So I went back and told the rest lor, my brother went to ask.
He then give my brother, I never go in the room lah.
I think he also diam diam de lor.
He give the rest of the money I think also reluctantly de lah.
And when my brother got the money, the 2nd computer already got people use.
Damn lor, why must you like now then give the money.
Make me cannot use MSN to leave offline messages ):
Forget it, I am not so NARROW-MINDED like him.
Just because I can't use, I go angry. Why should I be like that.
And why should HE be like that.
You wanna angry then angry lor. I just want the freaking money -__-
Then went back up to our rooms and I took a short nap.
After that, set off to Tokyo Station by taxi. To take bullet train to Shin-Osaka.
Reached at around 11am in Japan, but the train doors havent open.
Cause it opened at 11.20am.
As we reached there early, my Dad and I waited at one corner lor.
While the rest went around shopping, doing last minute Tokyo-Shopping.
My Dad want to take a picture of the board.
Where it wrote when the train gonna arrive.
The people who all went pass him, walked behind him lol.
He like so geng, people must walk behind him LOL.
Saw this butter peanuts at a near-by shop. Inside the big station.
Thought can buy and makan on the bullet train mah.
Then my Mum and the rest came back liao mah, I go tell her about the peanuts lor.
Then she tell me, outside this Train Station Entrance got sell, and cheaper.
Because you must enter this like whereby you tap your EZ-link card.
That particular 'gate'. Must go out to buy mah. Not far but also not near.
Then went to buy liao, my cousin went to buy.
Dont know why the sudden change of mood -__-
My Dad fcuking scolded me. Say I always last minute buy things.
Tell me dont always last minute. What shyt de.
It's like What The HELL, the train also leaving at 12pm.
I where got fcuking last minute lah, and now is like only 11.40am.
CB, dont scold me with no fcuking reason.
Took the train 10mins earlier and ate the Butter Peanuts.
Train left right at 12pm. Sayonara Tokyo desu !
Also ate rice. And started to feel giddy and want to vomit again.
But felt better after sleeping for awhile.
My poor self, I am so weak. I am so not strong LOL.
Then headed for the Miyako Sheraton hotel I think.
I was quite high that time, dont know why.
Saw the word DaiMaru. Hurhur, LordZabimaru.
Made me think of Zabi, who refused to be my jubjub LOL.
Then reached Namba. There was a whole lot of shops.
There were streets that sell usable items.
Another street was selling whole lot of food.
As for the first day, we went walking through the street that sell food.
And then saw this Winnie Pooh, can walk de.
But you must grab it with a WEAK claw, then if is caught, and drop into the hole, its yours.
And my parents also dont care me.
Perhaps maybe I shouldnt waste money on this kind of Gachapon or what.
ITS REALLY SO FCUKING CUTE LAH, cant have it D: want go emo liao LOL.
Then went past another shop, saw one super duper big der.
I ALSO WANT LAH, SO HUGE, OH MY FCUKING GAWD.
Then they ate Takoyaki, Octopus de of course.
I ate two of them, while my mum ate the octopus for me LOL.
Then walked around the whole street.
Reached this shop which only sell one kind of noodle.
The soup is damn nice, the noodle is damn yummy.
Plus, the rice is free.
So like Singaporeans will do, Rice + Soup. SUPER COMBINATION.
And YES, it is super duper yummy.
Then continued to walk, we walked back the street to another side.
Bought Crepe to eat, its Nice and Sweet.
Hurhur, Chocolateeeee + Almond lol.
Then saw this Disney Store.
VIOLA, SAW A FCUKING HUGE WINNE POOH TOO.
SO FCUKING CUTE. And it is located at the 2nd Floor mah.
Went up the stairs, I straight away picked it up and hug it LOL.
And of course, I wanna buy. But my Mum told me that she have one condition.
After OLvls, I must go earn money to repay them back.
Clever mother lol. Nvm de la, work jiu work lah.
I at home also got nothing much to do.
Later after OLvl exams, they also forget liao LOL :x
Smsed AhCai also, quite miss him that day.
Siao Chiongster ._. Chiong until lv97 liao, with 2x. -__-
Kill him, Rape him, Skin him, Sayang him LOLOLOL.
Just joking luh :x
Then went back to the hotel by Subway too.
While heading back, was hugging the big plastic bag, inside was the big Winnie Pooh x)
And a lot of people are looking at me, what a big plastic bag LOL.
Finally reached the hotel, and talked a lot about the things that happened past few days.
Then slept at around 12am, so late today !

15th June - Osaka ; Namba Madness.

Woke up around 8am today. Damn sleepy lah.
And ate a totally different Breakfast - BUFFET.
Although not really nice, but drank the Ice Coffee, WHICH IS DAMN NICE :x
Then went to buy some food/things at some Kintetsu Supermarket lo.
It's combined with Food Stalls and Supermarket lol.
And I bought SEAWEED CHICKEN, the meat is not so fcuking oily like the one in Sg.
The meat here is like breast meat lah, White Meat as some of you say.
But I like it lah, so many people complained about the HARDNESS of it -__-
And took treain to Namba AGAIN. Yeah, walked another whole new street.
Walk and Walk, reached this Daimaru building and sat down.
While Mum and my Aunt went to see things inside.
My Mum earlier complained to me that in this street got nth for them to see, rather go back to the hotel and rest.
Now she got something to see, she wont complain LOL.
And yes, Two Days more. I will reach Singapore.
I will be able to sms people at a price of 5Cents per SMS.
I will be able to sleep at my own bed.
I will be able to use my computer.
I will be able to smell my House Smell LOL.
But to do all those things, AEROPLANES AGAIN -__-
Hate sitting aeroplanes man.
Lets just pretend I'm on diet, cannot eat anything lol. Maybe.. Maybe..
Mum and Aunt came out and continued to walk.
Totally got nothing to walk, so went back to the Noodle Shop again.
It's like so damn long, wanna faint already.
Finally reached, and my cousin ate two bowls on his own lol.
I myself ate one bowl + rice, it's OF COURSE.
Then went to find the Ferris Wheel.
And it started raining when we reached the station.
One ride cost about 5-6bucks Sg money. Very Cheap huh.
Then it went up high and back down.
And it started to rain quite heavily.
Lucky us, managed to sit the Ferris Wheel, without heavy rain.
And then walked around the mall.
It's already so late man. Reached the hotel and Slept.
Hug muai winneh pooh while sleeping too, tooh tooh xD !
Well, it's a short post. Cause almost the whole day, WE ARE WALKING.

16th June - Osaka ; I Hate Namba. + ONE DAY LEFT!

Woke up a lil late and ate the breakfast again, as USUAL.
Drank the Ice Coffee again [:
And went to buy my seaweed chicken again LOL.
Then went to the Umeda [Ferris Wheel] station again to see things lor.
Walk walk walk, played gachapon in the disney store lol.
The first one was brother's lucky hand, kena Mickey Keychain.
Then second one was MINE's lucky hand, kena one White Cat lol ._.
Then Mum's luckeh hand, kena Donald Duckeh :D
Then Dad's lucky hand, kena Mickey again lol.
Finally, last 200yen. AND MY SUPER DUPER LUCKY HAND.
KENA MY WINNEH POOH KEYCHAIN! YAY ! [:
Haha, then went to buy my Cross earrings.
On set got give, So wore two cross on each ear hur.
Then walked back to the subway, while walking, went to another underground supermarket again.
And bought some snacks lol. Then went to eat IceCream.
I didnt eat any, Instead I ordered a piece of chocolate Cake.
Quite nice haha.
Then went to NAMBA AGAIN. Dad want to find his Stupid American Mura.
And Brother want to buy his two pairs of shoes.
Went to eat at the Noodle shop again lol :x
After that, the rest went to buy the shoes and find the Mura.
While my Mum, my Aunt and I went back to the hotel first.
While going back, I Walked towards the Left.
Then my Mum and my Aunt never see where I go.
They continued talking and walked towards the Right.
Luckily, I turn my head. If not they gonna get lost liao -.-
Reached the hotel and watched tv.
When the rest came back, we went to eat TEPPANYAKI !
Was told that there was this Pants at American Mura,
It cost around 290bucks in Sg money. So damn EX -__-
Brother bought only a pair of shoes. Then it wrote that it was for WOMEN.
But haiya, it doesnt really look like for Women's Wear though haha.
And yes, went to eat TEPPANYAKI ; Tie Ban Shao in Chinese xD.
Yumyum lolz. Ate the yakisoba. Comprises of Fried Noodle. Ordered Prawn + Bacon lor
.See the person cook while waiting is good.
Also ate Garlic Rice, Mum ordered, Damn NICE luh x__x
Then walked around the shops outside the Hotel.
Bought a Jumbo chicken Wing to eat lol, from the KFC.
The Chicken Wing IS DAMN NICE. Nicer than Sg, HUNDRED OF TIMES.
Went back to the hotel and started packing.
Then went to sleep le, Hugged my Winneh Pooh too while sleeping.

17th June - Hello Singapore ; Hello My Friends.

Finally it's the last day.
Of course as usual, went to eat the Breakfast buffer.
Also as usual, my Ice Coffee :x
After that, went back to the hotel to rest.
It's 10am, we moved our luggages down to the Lobby to Check out.
Still quite early before we take the bus to Kansai Airport.
So waited at the Lobby with Dad, while the rest went to the Kintetsu Supermarket to buy more things.
Yeah, last minute shopping. AS SAID BY DAD -__-
After awhile, my Brother came to join us lol.
Finally, the rest came back, and the bus came.
Took it and headed for Kansai Airport.
I feel so retarded, dont know how to push the Airport Trolley.
HAHA, I am WEAK mah lololol.
Then, same thing, the rest went to shop.
My Dad and my Aunt plus me sat with the luggages.
Saw this Internet Booth and used it.
Talked to Jun, AhYang and JW.
At the last minute of the Internet, the whole Computer hanged.
Then waited for the timer to finish -__- and went back to join Dad and Aunt.
Checked in our luggages and went to shopping again.
They bought so many food to eat.
We settled down at this Food Court, and I only wanted CHICKEN Curry.
But all the stalls that sell curry, they only sell PORK Curry -__-
So Mum and my Aunt, went to another stall outside the Food Court.
Maybe for my sake, as they said that stall got sell Chicken Curry.
But in the end, they came back with a Pork Cutlet + Curry + Rice lol.
So ate only the Curry + Rice, Pork Cutlet uh, my Cousin I think he crave for it -__-
Then, went into the Departure Hall. Same thing, SHOPPING.
Took the Skytrain to the Gate.
And there were two Kids running around. Shouting Aeroplane sounds lol.
To cure my boredom, went to see everyone's passport lawl.
Maybe not everyone. And finally, get to enter the Aeroplane at around 4.50pm.
My Aunt said, See, We are holding to so many things unlike people.
Then I say, Because we are returning to our country mah.
The Aeroplane was like only half occupied.
So I took two seats lol. Slept awhile and Dinner came.
Intended not to eat de, but I just eat LOL.
Rice + Fish + Potato. Ate the bread + cheese. Damn yummy.
Cope Mum's Bread and Cheese HAHA. She took one bit and said Yummy, but she dont want it LOL.
So I totally ate two Breads. And I ate the Biscuits too LOL. + Butter HAHA.
I got a BIG appettite that day. There was also GreenTea IceCream.
But I dont want, So returned back to the stewardess in a PRISTINE condition LOLOL.
Finally, after tries of sleeping, I reached Singapore.
Immediately SMS-ed my Friends of course ^^
Took Taxi back home and the weather is like so hot -__-
Unlike Japan, not hot at all. Somemore I still wearing my jacket LOL.
Chatted at MSN and went to sleep. Thats the End of my Japan Trip [:

And yes thanks for reading. ANY COMMENTS ?! ANY QUERIES ?! LOL.
Goooodbye :D

2008-06-21T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hello, 4th day at Japan, 13 June [:
AND PEOPLE, stop accusing me and JW.
Cause in Japan, it's fcuking bored. What can I do -.-

Woke up and prepared to go down for breakfast.
Lol, they were also talking abt my brother last time.
Got two bowl of birdnest mahs.
Then he go eat one bowl already, he go ate my cousin's bowl.
Then he went to tell mother that he ate up the two bowls LOL.
He still laugh somemore. Cute brother I had. It's HAD.
Oso used 5mins of msn too.
Those who didn't get my offline message, Sorreehh D:
Got no time to type all for you people -.-
Well, then headed for DisneyLand lo.
Father bought wrong ticket, and luckily we managed to change.
And set off to DisneySea ~
The announcement keep repeat lol, Tokyo DisneySEA desu [:
And a lot of things to do la.
Went in and the fake volcano started erupting lol.
They also took some picture with Disney characters.
But not me, don't know why HAHA.
Then took the boat to another place ; still in DisneySEA.
Bought hotdogs with breadd! Super yummy la.
Then my parents + my aunts.
Keep want to take a bite from it.
Until I like no need to eat already.
Then my mum say, wah very nice huh. Go buy again.
You still want to eat mah? Eat one liao, no need la hor.
Then I say, You all keep cope mine, I where got eat dao ONE -.-
So they bought 3 more. Shared with my brother lo.
Then went to sit this Sinbbad ride.
While my mum and my aunts + my cousin went to watch some show.
Inside got a lot of characters, and they looked so real.
Also saw a lot of sheeps, so many AHYANG! clones LOL.
When come to a raining scene, got raining effect de LOL.
Then went to this 'The Magic Lamp'.
It's 3D and the chair got special effect de LOL.
As if someone kicked you lol.
Because the actor ask you to stand up in the count of three.
Then when at Two, it kicked you lol.
Everyone had their butts kicked >:D LOLOL.
Then went to sit the Indiana Jones ride.
The turning and rocking effect sibei hard lah.
Make my tummy upset and I want to vomit liaoz lor -.-
Then met up with my mom and aunt again.
Accompanied them to sit the rides again lor.
After the Sinbbad, my brother and cousin went to sit the 360Degree loop rollercoaster lol.
Maybe I could try, but with my upset tummy, I should not -.-
Later halfway vomit everything out, DEAD.
And the rest went to the Magic Lamp.
I rest outside cause that thingy was damn boring.
Brother came and waited the rest with him lor.
thinking of JW and Maple Budddies again ):
Lol, the rest came out without having their butts kicked.
Guess something cropped up bah.
Then went to take a tour around the Mermaid Lagoon.
Took a rest and went to makan dinner looh.
Its curry + rice + nann lol.
Plus one more tendoori chicken o.o LOVE THE CURRRY !! ;3
Then went to buy things while heading to the place to see some show lo.
Its a show about fire and water etc der.
While heading to the place, sat one particular ride.
It's a mini boat de, then it auto ride de.
Because underneath the water, got some tracks la.
Sat with aunt lo haha. Quite fun too.
And also ate BLACK PEPPER POPCORN.
I ate them all LOL. Cause it's Spicy + Yummy laa.
After watching, went back to the hotel.
And ate Maggie Mee somemore lol. I gonna get fatter -__-"
Also drank Milooooo. AND SLEPT.
It was 11pm plus already. Slept later then previous days xD

Special POST.
VEGEEEHZ POOOOOH :D !
IT'S THE CUTEST THING EVER IN THE WORLLLLD.
Vegeh ! Vegeh ! Vegeh !
VEGEHZ POOOOOOOOH :D

LAWL. Stopping talking nosense - 3-
SHEEPEHZ POOOOOH too :D

2008-06-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

hello! here's the 3rd day in Japan. 12 June [:

Woke up around 7.30am.. 6.30am in Sg.
And ate buffet breakfast again lo.
So bored lah. T__T
And i forgot to take photo of my food,
cause i kept eating LOLS.
Then went to some Marunouchi building.
Nth to walk der lah..
We only went there to 'visit' their toilets -.-
And the sink is only quite special.
There will be some tap, that shoot out soap for u first o.o
In bubble foam, and its PINK !
Before another tap shoots out water LOL.
Then I accidently avoided the soap, made the whole sink pinkish -.-
Then washed my hands and left quickly lol.
Idiotic me =x And then left the building.
It was raning a lil and very COLD LAH.
Then went to another building, duno what name lolz.
Before that, we went walking around like crazy lah.
The long long underground pathways.
To different subway lines, just in one station -.-
Walked like more than 2.4km lor.
Sobs, my feet are aching again liaoz.
And then finally get to sit at this FLAGS cafe.
Swt lah, i said i want cold de coffee.
Then my father oso like, give me one reaction that he heard.
Then come back, he didn't order -.-
My head also suddenly ache :/
Hais, i hate going overseas. I want to stick to Sg lah ):
And then came to this stupid Common Sense thingy.
They go asked people where the exit is at.
When are we are at the fcuking Basement 1.
It's like, if you want an exit. Why dont want go to Level1? -.-
So finally got them to go up Lv1 by LIFT.
And finally we got out of the stupid building lolz.
Walked around a lot of buildings and got nth to buy for me.
I want to faint and die ler lorz.
Zzzs. Hate Japan lah -.- Oso went to Tokyo tower.
Faint. Fain. Hais, my feet are fcuking aching.
Of course it gonna be fcuking tall.
So went up to the observation hall to see.
Bought sum keychains too, then went back down ler.
Bought more things xD, and its 8pm plus liaoz.
And its SUPER COLD OUTSIDE.
Lookie at the tower, super damn NICE LUH [:
Then walk back to take the subway.
Reached the hotel and sleep ler lo.
And they were talking about my brother talking in dreams LOL.
And my cousin complaining about my brother,
flipping around on bed. Then he cannot sleep well.
Lawl sia.

Nothing much happen that day. So it's shorter.
HAHA. Bye ;D
Anyway Gladys, after I posted all the days.
I then do your quiz hor =o

2008-06-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

here's the 2nd day ! 11th June [:

Woke up around 8am, 7am in Singapore.
Didnt wanna wake up lah, cuz still very sleepy lor.
I even slept at 9pm which is 8pm in Sg wor!
Wow dam early. Cuz really very tired..
Dozed off immediately i am on bed.
Anyway, i cried awhile lolz.
Cause i missed JW LAH. Lol.
To think of that I'm like suffering in Japan,
he's one best buddy to talk to :/
Why cant I be missing him then o__O
Then ate breakfast.. BUFFET BREAKFAST.
Ate for two rounds lol.
Bacon + fries + salmon + sausages + RICE!
The rice is damn nice lah, better than Sg de of course.
Den took the subway, walked around the street and buy things lorz.
Wanna buy HP LOLZ.
But too bad, they dont sell HP dat can be used in Sg.
My foot damn pain lah.
How I wish JW can piggyback me now, LOL.
Best budds are meant to be like that der muh.
Oso played those one coin one play to catch the doll.
All almost kena de lor..
So wasted, and I think I wasted S$10 ? LOL.
And ate chicken wing.
Nice, and its not so oily la.
Yar.. Then bought PEANUTS !
And also ate GreenTea IceCream.
Ate Chocolate IceCream too lolz, earlier on.
While buying, I tell the seller that I want single cup.
Then she say Hai, as in ya in Jap maybe.
I repeat single cup again LOLZ. Then she say Hai again.
I know no need repeat larz. But hor..
When the 2nd time I buy the IceCream,
I did the same thing again -__- stupid me.
And also my cousin he pour wrong side sia, LAWL.
The bottle only got one small hole.
He go pour the other side, then nothing come out from the hole.
Instead the small gap, drip out some water LOL.
Then I tell him, what you doing.
The water drip so slow you oso no feeling LOL.
Then me and my father laughed until like crazy.
I immediately stopped when my father laughed so freaking loud LOL.
Lmao. And my feet are fcuking dam pain ):
Hate thes shoes LAH.
I wanna go bak hotel and sleep lah.
Went to walke this Ueno park.
And i became some sort of stupid tourguide lol.
Cause those people duno how to walk.
Then summore want to invade people's place -__-
Say what walk inside will reach the pond outside.
Funny sia lol. Just because the map got road.
They point towards the near-by building.
Lead them here and there also lor.
Then when to this building, a lot of handphones man.
And so damn nice T.T
When to walk outside, the streets again.
And my mood is dulan again. Hais lah..
They walk hor, the speed, fcuking slow de leh.
Then hor, go into a shop fcuking long then come out.
I duno lah, pple want see shoes hor.
My mother say shoes again. Like wth lor.
My feet fcuking pain lahz. [ how many times i typed lol ]
Want die liao lor..
Tales of Symphonia. Saw this poster lolz.
Thought of maple buddies they all le.
Hais, I want to cry le lah.
This is how two days had pass.
think it gonna get worst liao.
I rather now go bak to the hotel then go walk and eat.
JW! WHY U ARENT WITH ME LAH,
I WANT TO TALK TO U LAH ZZZ.
Forget it, It's JAPAN.
And anw ate kebab too, niceee leh! [:
Told father that we go bak hotel first, let them slowly see those things lah.
So went bak first! And yes great lah.
My feet is aching like hell, need some rest -.-
Can die lorhz.. Reached hotel and SLEPT FOR AWHILE.
Ate dinner which where bought by mum and aunt they all.
And also watched some Best 3 Things in Japan lor.
Went to slp around 10pm.. Around 9pm in Sg.

Yes, ending post here.
And JW, where got long post lah -__-
It's been long since i posted so long LOL.
And JIE, you are always deep in my heart.
NEVER GONE LAH OKAY ! [: LOVE U WOMAN ! LOL

2008-06-18T14:59:00.003+08:00

I shall post my 1st day at japan in this post xD
well. 10June [: { i typed in my hp LOL. }

well, boarded the aeroplane.
And we get to sit at the upper deck!
And it was so dark, caused they dimmed the lights.
Had this black pepper chicken wrap for supper,
Damn spicy + hot la.
Ate it while watching StepUp2 : The Streets!
Hurhur, free and not illegal LOL.
Then went to sleep.
Should be tried to sleep.
But i COULDNT SLEEP, cause cant get myself to?
Play sudoku wid a blur mind -.-
and went to go browse thru the songs they got at the KrisWorld.
It wasnt much, cause almost all i nvr listen b4.
Went thru eng, chi, jap and korean lolz. [bo complicated!]
then after awhile, started missing pple alr.
It was 3.15am at Singapore.
JW ah =x U sleep le mar .__. Lol..
Den came the breakfast.
I ate one big piece of scrambled egg + 1 small hotdog +
1 mini hasbrown. Also ate all the almonds on the muffin LOL
And drank orange juice + coffee.
MIX AH! MIX AHH!!
And then i am fcuking bloated alr.
Feel like vomiting, summore i cant even rest well.
And its like 5am in the morning.
2more hours b4 the plane land lah. Die man..
Hate sitting aeroplanes can..
Thinking of going wid skool ah..
Worst liaoz, my parents not wid me LOL.
Finally the plane landed on around 7.30am at Japan.
Around 6.30am at Singapore [:
And the toilets are damn full. And guess wad !
The toilet bowl so special LOL.
Help u wash ur pipi -.- and also let u choose water pressure.
And when u flush, can change volume and music LOL.
HOW NICE. and i was like so retarded.
Where is the button to flush the toiletbowl LOL.
And Oh, its behind the lid..
Then went to chop our passports.
And over there, it could let u put ur two fingers on,
to scan for ur fingerprints.
Then oso ask u to look at the camera so can take picture LOL.
But But, i duno why only me dun hav D:
And I was waiting for the 'place ur fingers' screen to appear.
But the officer alr return my passport. Wth -.- sobs lah LOL.
Then went to collect our luggage ler.
Buy the bullet train de ticket plus bus to hotel ticket liaoz,
went to eat. And i got no appetite to makan la ._.
Still feeling very bloated.
And got the takoyaki sia.
Wanna eat but scared later liao want to vomit again T.T
Hais nvm lah. Then they ate their ramen.
After that, went to take the bus that heads off to the hotel.
And in the bus, is like sight seeing lol.
so many lonely houses, cause they are farmers I think.
And there are so many TREES !
As if it is the first time I see trees LOLOL.
Then suddenly my lip bleed -.-
Cause it was so fcuking dry and I so boliaoz.
Go accidently 'fold' the lip lol.
Roar, the bus trip was 1hr30mins larz.
Listening to Jap songs too HAHA.
And saw a big truck the have a CAI printed there.
Make me miss AhCai alr lol - 3-
Den saw a tower wid word Miwa.. It's Mavvie.
And MizuHo Bank LOL. jie oh jie =x
When want to take that picture ah, hp suddenly bo batt lahs. swt..
Den finally reach the hotel ler.
Nth to watch der lorz. NO ANIME !
And so many drinks and snacks available.
And they nid MONEY de loh. Tempting..
And the internet is around 1dollar per 5min. Boo ._.
So damn ex, more ex than bunk lor..
Hais, Missing JW alr AGAIN -__-
Ate sum biscuits at the hotel lor, mom bring derh.
Damn hungry nooooow.
And stupid JW, WHY CALL ME SIOL.
Later my father sure scold me le lahz -.-
And came into a nearby 7Elevennnn.
Then took the train at the subwaay. to Shibuya~
Den go to this shopping centre to buy food to eat.
With dem want ownself walk i oso dulan liaoz lah.
Mouth say must walk together together.
Own action oso nvr show, very zai la them.
Ask them walk, father scream at me to walk myself first.
Then i walk liao leh, at another time.
All walk demselves, never follow me.
Everytime go overseas, there wun be one time i wun be dulan -_-
and yes, they went out to the STREETS.
They just cant figure out if carefully.
Cant they see the sign there, that which floor is for smoking.
Just walk in, climb the stairs halfway.
Go back down and out.
Later people thought what are we doing..
I just wanna go bak to Singapore now.
Not even one day had pass, I am alr sufferring like that.
Kill me lah.
Jw jw jw T.T I MISS U LAH.
Nobody now to pei me..
Hais, guess that we shall suffer 8days of hell together alr.
Visit this stupid shop hor, sit on the chair right.
The fcuking worker keep glare at us or wad lahz.
I getting so dulan larhz.
Now eat at wad first kitchen, and and suddenly i though of that,
if end of year i am going japan again, I CANNOT SMS JW AGAIN.
Sian lah lolz.
Well, i really hope can sms jw lor, miss him so much.
Wad it gonna be after 6days man..
At Japan, THE TIME SEEMS TO PASS SO SLOW LAHS ._.
After eating hor, got pple wan sit mahz.
I tell my mother, then she tell me.
Sit longer lah, it the purpose of eating at this shop what.
Den after awhile hor, she more FCUKING ZAI LEH.
Tell the rest, eh lets go, pple wan sit der.
FCUK LAH.. Anyway..
I just hope I could in Japan too lahz ._.
After eating, throw what we had ordered.
So other pple can sit lorz.
If Sg like that hor, shiok lah -.-
Well i think today shall stop here le.
Sibei dulanz liao..

[ cant remember what happened lol. but after going
to Shibuya, went back to the hotel and sleep xD ]

2008-06-08T11:21:00.002+08:00

hello [:
gonna leave for japan tomorrow leerrr D:
so sian la. and now got 2x lor.
cant even maple now -__-
downloading maple now for the outside com.
that brother of mine snatched it from me.
was just drinking my milo only .__.
he woke up and on the inside com.
zzzzs lol. well forget it bah.
made new buddies too .
JW !
[ hello jw f3. jw jw jw jw jw xD ]
and zOHMYG0SHz o___O
duno why he buddied me cause we met in one shop -__-
i am so lucky huh.
and yst as told by jw :/
one scary guy was spamming i love you to miru -.-
and i am afking too so didnt get to see LOL.
and recently got this guy too.
suddenly yo-ed miru and say that jun like miru -__-
and caps YES HE DOES.
but ran off after that.
stop scaring me like that. I GOT XING ZHANG BING LA.
yes, i am the
chang ming yi bai ling yi sui de lao ahma lolz.
well. nothing much to talk le.
but of course i will miss everyone.
MISS MY MAPLE BUDDIES D:
no more especially le. cause i miss all of them .__.
don't miss me too much kay maple buddies T.T
will die de if miss miru too much LOLOLOL. =x
okay bah BYEEES :D

2008-06-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

if i were dead on 27 May,
i wouldn't be here crying and blogging this post.
what a werid dream i got today.
getting chased by someone with a knife.
because i am a witness of a murder case.
with my own eyes, that murder killed the policeman.
i ran away. but unfortunately..
he caught up with me. and stabbed me at my back.
it seems so real. that feeling. the knife piercing through your skin.
blood flowing out. only if this was true huh.
woke up and the feeling is still there.
and it is still inside me now.
but i guess, after a few days it would be gone already.
how many days have i suffered already..
9 days.. and i didn't regret anything yet.
and yes of course..
there's no such word as regret in my dictionary..
it disappeared during 27May..
how i wish i could rest in peace..
sorrows.. saddness.. all filling up in my heart again..
heavy as before.. it's my end..
a hole.. with no ending.. complete darkness..

What's Happiness to me?
What's the use of being happy,
When it doesn't last forever...
What's the use of living,
When your life doesn't last forever either..
Why couldn't I get to die earlier,
Because my life is only full of sorrows..
Why couldn't I stop crying for at least one day,
Because my life is only full of saddness..
The pain.. The weight.. I have in my heart..
It never stops.. It only continues..
To deepen.. To get heavier..

2008-06-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs &replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

[ TAGGED BY EMELLYJIE ]

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
We have no fate at all [:

2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Hug my Tsukiyomi Ikuto LOL !

3. If your house was on fire, what is the one thing you would take to preserve?
My handphone !

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy what I want to buy. cause it would never happen LOL

5. What's your ideal lover like?
my good listening ear and understand me well [:

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone i guess :/

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
till there's no more feeling? LOL. xD

8. If the person you like, likes another person, what would u do?
keep quiet. diam diam ;3

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES. TONS OF THEM !

10. What cheers you up the fastest?
LLD looo f3 i guess =x -blush- LOLLL.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
SINGLE STILL. LOL.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
all my good friends [:

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A CRAZY GIRL. A GIRL WHO GOES CRAZY OVER KPOP =x a girl who loves her gan mei LOLL !

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor of course ^^ and of course that i married someone who loves me a lot =x

15. What do you do during the holidays?
sleep, eat, do homework, on maple and go crazy inside LOL.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
depends :D well. nothing to depend actually LOLLLL.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
see which one also loves me? LOLLL. -___-"!

18. What type of friends do you like?
CRAZY, like my maple buddies !!! x3

done ! -___________________________-"

2008-06-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

helloo .
like i said. my mood won't get any better.
until something really good happened,
to cheer me up. to push my mood meter up.
and what that could it be ?
tons of them... haha.
well.. maple's down right now. until 5pm :/
and watched finish Vampire Knight Epi9 and
Shugo Chara Epi30. and guess what !
Shugo Chara Epi30 doesn't have any Ikuto ! T__T
oh man. have to wait for next week's Episode 31.
hope there's him lol. Tsukiyomi Ikuto ! x3

and yes i'm going crazy over him =x

i hate my IE -__-

everytime when i click a link at msn.

the current IE i opened will just hang.

cause a new tab opened at the current IE.

and i have to open a new IE again.

hope sooner or later i will post some maple screenshots up!

love all my buddies loads [:

anyway. my imeem's like, spoilt ?

i wanna put one song at my blog man -___-

Wish! From DGrayman. whatever you spell it as =x

XueQi aka poisooon owl sent me.

cause she's going crazy over that anime o__O

and perhaps not me. cause it is like Bleach or Naruto.

tons of non-ending episodes.

and i would be bored waiting for it man -___-

well maybe i should stop here.

got nothing to post already :/

and going off to audition see with gladys laopo (:

hope she wants to go there o__O

well, GOOOODBYE !

My Soul ; My Heart.

Stopped functioning like before.

Although my journey stopped there,

where everything collapsed in front of me,

my mind yet continued to go foward.

It continued to let me see my 'Future',

the days after everything goes against my way.

And I'll never get to regret anymore,

because it's my future, since 27th May..

And who will be there to save me..

I wonder.. Some kind of Imaginary Friend, Huh?

2008-05-29T18:14:00.000+08:00

although my mood isnt like that day,
it didnt improve much either.
well.. holidays are really boring.
maple , anime , maple , anime .
and yes ! speaking about anime..
please do watch Vampire Knight !
and i think Shugo Chara is nice too .

as for maple.
finally MiruHatsu has reached lvl90.
whereby i will be quiting maple till November.
dont have the mood to chiong until lvl 100.
yeah so bored.
and i have created MiluHatsu for fun lol.
and random hair for her.
guess what? she got the Onion hair ~

back to my own life..
gonna leave for Japan for my Overseas trip on 9th June.
the plane shall be at 11pm plus.
gonna miss all my maple buddies la D:
until 17th june. left a few more days and school's reopened.
so god damn bored.
perhaps i should bring some homework there to do LOL.
gonna misss..
Gladys! aka BishopGal
Patricia! aka pei4
EmellyJie! aka MizuHatsu
JUN! aka MiduHatsu ; falconjun765 ; xTh3Ditx
AhYang&AhCai? lols. aka lDitDidi & Elendia
BobbieKor aka TwiLiGhT02 ; MiquHatsu
TWINNEH aka MeruHatsu ; MeRuLzzz
SON!! aka DEATHvchlai ; MibuHatsu
oh man.. and of course i will miss the most..
my MiruHatsu & MiluHatsu. !
i took so many screen shots.
hope i could post some of them up one day o.o
cause they are so big if i hosted them in photobucket..
okay i shall stop here then.
goooodbye !

Temporary Happiness is what I will call..
But at least, its Happiness..
So what about it being Temporary?
I will never learn my lesson..
Will I ? One day..

2008-05-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

i'm getting moody again.
and this is how i really feel now..
i don't feel like living.
what's there to regret ?
why can't someone tell me.
they knew about this..
if we weren't born on our birthday,
we won't get to know what is Regret.
i still remember when i though of this.
a feeling just strike me at my heart.
it is like you have never walked this path before.
would you even get to regret that why you were never borned.. ?
don't know whether i should be happy or sad.
it's life, i know.
no matter what, it has to go on.
but. what if i was never given a chance to live?
i wouldn't know that i knew you, or anyone living.
i would be just dead, with no mindsets.
and so what happens after we died?
like what happens in stories?
you will get reincarnated. and whatever it is spelt man.
why people do get to live, and they still have to die.
might as well die immediately like now.
so that in future, you wouldn't get to suffer all those pain..
keeping a heart full of sorrows..
wouldn't that be better?
the path is dark, you never know what you will get to encounter..

I opened my eyes once before,
seeing beams of light in front of me..
I walked through the path..
I walked towards the light I see..
But the beams of light start to disappear..
Instead, I see only rays of light in front of me..
It's getting dark.. And what should I do..
I'm afraid I can't see..
And I will trip and fall..
Who's there to help me up..
Who's there to help me continue my journey..

2008-05-13T12:08:00.000+08:00

had fun while playing maple.

x3 MIRUHATSU

x3 OWLS ; POISON,GLADYS,PEI

x3 JUN

x3 AHYANG&AHCAI

x3 MY ZHELM

x3 ALL MY BUDDIESS

and lastly..

x3 MY EUPHORICANS.

x/3 EUPHORIC.

LOLL. well post some screenshots =x

LALALALALA x3

2008-04-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

{ yah all craps, don't bother reading them }

hello.
mood wasn't good nowadays.
being blamed for everything that happened.
what's wrong man?
why blame me when i fcuking don't know anything?
i did told you but instead, you think that it doesn't even matter.
oh, i feel like slitting my throat open now.
damn FUCK.
and oh yeah.
everything i were to be blamed.
you will be always correct.
saying that i always bully you?
oh hello, in your eyes of course you only rmb that.
what about you bullying me that?
if i were to say what happened,
i am sure that you would give this sentence.
that is only just a small matter, blah blah blah.
i remember this incident.
why must you laugh?
why can't you just say your opinion out only?
is laughing only way to tell me ?
yeah, i told u.
but u said that u are laughing at the matter and not me
but the matter is related to me RIGHT?
you like to criticise people.
people have to understand you.
people cannot BULLY you.
what the hell you want from us?
yah, telling me that not only i can vent anger.
you can vent anger on things right?
you think that everyone have to understand you.
you can tell people ur feelings.
when people tell you their feelings,
you think that they are saying you and you argue back.
what's wrong man?
tell me, you hate me so much?
why would you even say that sentence if you did not hate me.
COME ON LAH.
use my brain to think. your brains at where?
at ur buttocks huh?
16years. you only said one time sorry to me.
thats what you have only done.
and you expect me to do more than you.
why can't i gain respect?
now you are venting anger on me.
giving me attitude. giving me faces.
forget it. when is this going to end?

2008-04-22T18:16:00.000+08:00

yoyo HELLO ! i am still wondering if people does visit my blog ):
oh nvm. today's gonna be a short post.
have gotten myself to be happier then before.
what? you might say.
but thats how i feel since yesterday.
okay. lets not hate studying. lets love it.
love life ; it's just like that.
life is something like an opportunity or a chance for you to live.
[ i think i can understand what i am writing. LOL ]
well, yesterday after posting.
right at night. chatted with three people.
yeah. maple friends.
one my kor and two ex guild mates (:
okay, kor seem to be good looking to me o__O
but he told me my eyesight gotten worst -__-
need to change specs.
but i trust my taste. if i am werid. i don't mind.
at least i have unique taste then COMMON taste right =x
then talked to yewhong O___o?
yeah. was fun talking to him.
and talked about this girl. comment about her !
seriously she just called us kids.
just because she think she's MATURE. or maybe OLD.
what a look she have. big mouth (: crooked teeth. no wonder wear braces.
but too bad i got to go.
cant comment more about her LOL.
did also talked to holymanager. my HORLICK.
HURHURHUR LOLS. =x
wow he send me tons of songs.
yeah. jpop ! listened to them.
i think i liked three of them out of so many =x
yeah. different people got different taste mah ;3
and now he's sending more songs =x
wow. my song supplier ! hooray LOL.
well i think i should end my post here.
maybe not anymore of a short post i mentioned earlier on.
haha. tmr have got 2.4km run :/ wish me good luck !

life's going to get better ; with or without you.
it doesn't matter at all.

it seem so long. since i have felt so happy before.

2008-04-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

hello ! posting on a weekday.
my throat is gonna get sore - AGAIN.
yea. maybe too much coughing.
don't know why.
but my mum keep pressing on that
i ate too much peanuts yesterday.
probably it is the cause bah.
cause i think that i ate almost one packet of peanuts =x
and of course is more than half a packet i have ate.
today as usual went for school.
had lessons. and was glad that the english teacher didn't came today.
will be happy too as i heard that few days after today,
the teacher won't be coming to school.
~~[maybe i hate him. yea.]~~
also did chemical practical.
and wow, i accidently poured a lil bit of solution A ; copper(II) chloride
on my paper. and slowly it turned green !
and i was telling wanshi that ;
the splint we burnt, green flame then also got gas.
then the gas got blowed to my paper.
den dirty my paper, making my paper green. LOL ! =x
yeah, it was nonsense.
then had biology lessons.
and phew i just passed my biology paper ! =x
yeah thinking that i was still happy .___.
maybe because of my zero interest in biology.
~~oh why why why, feel like my time was wasted.~~
then later on was english oral.
was sitting alone at a corner doodling things .
and was really crazy.
reading what i wrote ; i would laugh out loud again.
REALLY. maybe i will take a photo of it.
hmm i wrote this.

explodingg sheeeeeep. - BABOOOM -
flying mehmehs ; OINK ! [ LAWL. ]

yeah, maybe not as funny.
but because i wrote it like that.
i laughed at the first moment.
den later on. serene and puay see came to sit.
and we read passages from a magazine.
[ i'm still coughing like CRAZY ! -___- ]
then after serene went out. we went digging things at the teacher's table.
found a whole lot of worksheets.
from the same old person last year , class of 4E4.
den left 5girls inside the classroom.
we hold hands and walk around the teacher's table.
laughed like crazy and i was the first one to let off my hands LOL.
maybe because i cannot tahan anymore.
this just seem like we are having a ritual LOL.
blessing all of us good luck before our english oral.
and finally came my turn o___o
well, wasnt really scared.
this time the oral was so much better then last year's.
which was invigilated [ whatever it's spelt ] by ms tay.
i felt quite confident that i would pass my oral this year xD.
so went home with puaysee and reached home.
played maple and there were 7people apq-ing.
i don't wanna wait so i left.
but felt sian when i couldn't apq.
went to audition and a lil of beat up battle party.
HAH. so many pple are named wid this one word.
NUT.
i am quite sian of having people quite the same ign as me.
so i planned to change my ign soon.
to what i haven decide.
cause currently imma changing to peanutcase.
but i think it's sort of like omg -__- so..
yeah still will be thinking.
MAN MY THROAT IS DYING.
imma coughing like siao char bor now -__-
alright. lets stop here ; goodbye (:

2008-04-19T17:28:00.000+08:00

hello ; everyone !
i am back here posting again.
previously from http://nhartcases.blogspot.com/ yea :D
please rmb to relink me .
will post as much as i could.
will update as much as i could.
so please tag my board so that at least ;
i knew that someone is reading my blog.
if not i would be wasting my time posting though :X

so.. yesterday. i was very high-spirited.
was laughing in the morning like nobody's business.
and walking home from bus interchange.
my mind was like full of so many words.
yah ; sort of like talking to myself.
i feel like laughing but i can't.
cause people would think that i am CRAZY.
went back home and realised that the internet is spoilt.
and guess what?
i wasted seven hours on fixing the internet.
was so damn pissed.
to prevent wasting it ; i did some homework.
but every one hour ; one sentence. some sort of lol :X
and FINALLY. the msn webpage appearred in front of my face.
went to maple to do somethings. played audi awhile.
and off to sleep. yeah thats how.
then TODAY.
my maple fren horlick aka holymanager (:
showed me final fantasy 13 trailer.
and omggg the graphic was so damn nice ! x)))
i hope psp got this game ):
if not i would be feeling so despo. the game oni for ps3 D:
and of course, that trailer guy was more shuai den zack.
YEA AND OMG O___O i would want to scream.
but screaming over cartoon characters seem stupid xD.
whats the guy's name man :X
and yeah i told horlick he's mine ;3
he seem like quite zzzz.
cause he said urs again -.-
but i kept quiet =x
OMG OMG OMG . FINAL FANTASY IS FCUKING DAMN LOVED =x
but too bad i ain't loyal.
cause i didnt play all the series xD.
but haiya who cares (:
TRAILER GUY WID BLUE HAIR AND RED EYES <333
ZAAAAACK <33 [ omg omg =x blue hair blue eyes ! ]
CLOOOUD <3

http://youtube.com/watch?v=gOG5c5V4y_Y
[ trailer ; the blue hair guy O____O ! ]